Demi

You ever just meet that one girl that drives you crazy and you just can't explain it. Well in my case this was demi. Demi was perfect, just perfect. It was the beginning of the school year of my third year of college. I was just being my usual self and walked into my first class with my friend clarissa, health. We got into class and I chose my normal seat, third row three seats from the right. We took our seats and the bell rang for class to start. Our teacher started with rocal going through naming the normal people I've known since kindergarten. Then he announced we had a new student and her name was demi. She ignored the acknowledgement and continued scribbling in her notebook sitting in the second to last row right behind me. The class progressed and I grew curious of this new girl, but still have not yet to see her up close. I kept quietly looking back at her noticing her beautiful features like her jaw line leading down to her two beautiful rose petal lips. Her adorable grin as she smiled at her notebook showing just the tips of her pearl colored teeth and the ends of her mouth curving up in the most beautiful way I've ever seen. Her pointed nose turning slightly up at the end and her gorgeous brown medium length hair brushing over one of her hypnotising jade green eyes. Her pale complexion matched her eyes perfectly. Just then the bell rang and we started to leave for our next period. On the way I talked to clarissa.

"Hey, do you know that new girl demi?"

"Yea she's pretty cool I went to school with her before I moved here." -clarissa

"No, way!" I responded

"Yea, why are you so excited," clarissa asked suspiciously.

" Uum, no reason!. I said my face turning a bright shade of red as my neck heated up. i gave an embarrassed grin and laugh as I covered my neck with my hand.

Clarissa laughed and started ooing and making my face turn even brighter and my heart started beating out of my chest.

"Somebody's crushing on the new girl." -clarissa

"Shutup! Quiet down we can't let me being gay get spread around or my parents find out!"

Clarissa laughed and put her hand on my back

"Chill girl you're freaking out worse than an elephant that saw a mouse." -clarissa

" Ok I'm sorry, but I genuinely like this girl an she is amazing and beautiful and I don't want anything to ruin it this time."

Clarissa looked concerned for I don't share my feelings very often, but this time it was serious. I was in love with this girl and I had only known her for 30 min.

"Bella sweetie you're going to be fine it's not like you haven't been in a relationship before." -clarissa

The rest of the day was slow I had every single class with demi except our last period. Demi seemed very interested in music which I thought I could use to my advantage being in choir for 3 years. Then it hit me I'm such an idiot I thought I like this girl that I barely know and I don't even know if she is gay. She is probably just another of those hot straight girls that tease my brain every other day of the week. Why I thought to myself just why do I like this girl. It won't last for long I thought to myself. I mean it's just like every other crush I've had I fall madly in love with them go out with them then dump them next week. I mean this can't be serious right I'll forget all about this amazingly beautiful girl by tomorrow I thought. Oh shit I thought I'm already thinking of her again what the fuck is wrong with me.

I got home and went straight to my room. I threw my bag on the floor and took out my phone while simultaneously turning on my tv so my parents could not hear me. I called my friend Jessica. She answered on the third ring.

" Hey girl wassup?" -jessica

" Ok let's cut to the chase, have you seen that knew girl Demi around school?"

" Ya she's that brown haired chick in fifth period right?" -jessica

" Yes jess the girl in fifth period with brown hair what other cute new girl do you know in fifth period!?"

" Ooooh, you think she's cute, someone has a crush." jessica said teasingly

" Oh shut up, but yea, anyway do you know anything about her?"

"No, but why you thinking of getting yourself self a new bitch?" -jessica

" Yes.... no.... I don't know." " And even if I was getting myself a bitch it wouldn't be her she's more than just a hot chick that I want to fuck."

"So if she isn't gonna be your bitch than what do you want outta her?" -jessica

" I want to have an actual relationship with her I don't want her to be some idiot hot chick that I go out with for a week just to fuck. She has more potential than that she is independent and when I look at her I feel something...."

" What like an orgasm?' -jessica

"No not a fucking orgasm jess how stupid are you?"

" Well what else do you want me to say I know and have known you for 7 years and let's face it you're just a player that hooks up with hot lesbian chicks and hot idiot guys to fuck. You aren't capable of actually having a real relationship." -jessica

" Okay you wanna bet I'll tell you how I feel and get that girl to go out with me and I won't have sex with her."

" Okay then tell me sweetie how do you feel about his girl from your 5 hours of experience just staring at her and not actually taking to her." -jessica

"Fine I will, when I look at Demi I get this pain in my stomache and I start blushing like crazy when she gives me that adorable little goofy smile and waves, because I don't have the guts to talk to her." " She is beautiful and I don't want to hurt her I feel like for the first time in a long time that I am actually in love." Okay is that so hard for you to believe that I actually have real genuine feelings for a girl!" by now I was screaming into the phone while simultaneously crying as I wiped the tears from my eyes.

Jessica heard me start to cry as I sniffed.

"Come bella don't cry I was just playing around don't be mad." -jessica

"No you weren't just playing around and I'm not mad at you I'm mad at myself and I'm not crying because of what you said I'm crying because it is true I can't get a girlfriend what was I thinking.!" I wailed through tears.

"Oh bella honey I promise you are enough and we will get this girl to love you." -jessica

I sniffed and wiped more of my tears

"Thanx Jess, but I just need someone her right now"

"Oh don't say another word honey I'm on my way." -jessica

"Thanx jess but you don't hav-...."

She hung up on me. It took jess 10 min to get here considering it was a short walk between our houses. She walked around the back of the house and tapped our secret code on my window. I unlocked and opened the window as she crawled through.

I was still sniffling by the time she got in and came over to my bad where i was laying down. She sat down and I layed my head down on her lap pulling up my sweatshirt sleeve over my hand and putting on my hood as I laid there curled up in a ball leaning against jessica.

"I just don't get it why doesn't anyone like me?"

"Oh, bella a lot of people like you, you're just oblivious and ignore them." jessica

"Well does it look like I do it on purpose?"

"Yeah it kind of does." -jessica

"Well thanx for being honest jess, but what am I going to do about Demi?"

"Well how about you get to know her, and by know her I don't mean stare at her in class I mean actually talk to her." -jessica

"Okay well how am I supposed to do that?"