Chocolate Cake

Twenty-one & Broke

Remember the time you were 18 and couldn't wait to turn 21 because now you would actually be considered a legal grown up...well, it's not all glorious if you ask me. I dreamt of finally experiencing all this freedom everyone seemed to rant about. Having my own place, a car, a part time job that could allow me to be a decent college student, a great social life, maybe even a boyfriend. I am now 21 and 4 months old,  I'm broke with an undecided major, not to mention I've gained nothing but weight this semester and I still live with my parents. I can't complain about my living situation. My parents, my loving parents are life savers and I love them to pieces. And I guess my social life isn't all that bad. The only thing I'm looking forward to this weekend is spending it with my girls and a couple of other friends. That's right I will be the hostess with the mostest this Sunday. It's still a week away,  I'm both excited and terrified. You see, I live in a 2 bedroom and 1 bathroom apartment I planned to invite 15 friends but I absolutely love having people over that, well, I kind of sort of lost count of how many are coming. If it weren't for Belle, Drea, Marie, and June I'm not sure how successful #Gamenight could actually be. They've been so helpful with the planning of the food and games. I'll be honest, the reason behind this game night is to be in the same room as my long time crush, Jace Thorn. I know, what you're thinking "Lennox why don't you grow a pair and ask the guy out it's 2017" But it doesn't matter that it's 2017 or 3030. You have to give me some credit, I never imagined inviting him to my place. Not only is he my best friends cousin, which she has no clue I secretly almost love him, but he's  kind of a complex case. I guess I'll have to wait untill Sunday, if he decides to make an appearance.