The pain you caused me will never go away I'm traumatized. I see you with him watching him do the things I only dreamed of doing but knowing I can't.
Feeling as if Im no longer capable of giving others at least half of what I tried to give you.
I will say I am sorry I got to attached but after talking to you day and night for months it makes it hard for me to stop.
I'm happy that your happy but I hate that I'm not the cause of your happiness.
