For the past couple of hours I have not been able to sleep, I have been thinking, thinking about Sean I can't stop thinking about the love of my life I can't wait until I get a handful of beautifulness down near his crouch area. I can't stop thinking about his wonderful, luxurious, ginger hair. I can't stop thinking about our future together. I look over at the clock at my bed side it reads 1:15 am. I am finally able to close my eyes and go to sleep.
