As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime, for sure. You'll break heart too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your bestfriend, you'll blame a new lover for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast and you'll eventually loose someone you love and I'm gonna be honest, it hurts, a lot. But sometimes you have to deal with the pain and know that something good always comes out of something bad.
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love. But in reality love is the only thing that helps cover the pain and it makes you feel wonderful again.
Unfortunately I lost the only person I've ever loved, full on and to be honest I'd be lieing if I told you loosing them was something I could handle.they were both everything I could ever want..........But also nothing I could ever have. They Ask me whats wrong when I'm upset and deep down I just wanna break down and tell them EVERYTHING but I know if I do,, nothing will change. It will go back to how it used to be and I. Can't. Do. That. Again.
When you loose someone, someone you love, when the break your heart. It's the hardest thing you could ever go through. And no matter how much time has past the pain never goes away. You may think your getting better but then you get a flashback or hear a song that reminds you of them and it hits you all over again. All at once like a stab in the chest, you fall apart for the hundredth time, you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out, you love this person with all your heart even tho you know you shouldn't. They stole your happiness but yet you still want them so bad. Other people come along and give you a chance to move on but it upsets you to move on because you promised that person you would never. And even if they broke all there promises you want to keep yours and on top of that your terrified, terrified of getting hurt again. But it's not like that matters anyway because at the end of the day your still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't want to miss them anymore. You don't want to love them anymore but you know that you always will.
I lost that person, at that exact moment
Every
Single
Thing
About
My
Life
Changed
FOREVER.......
