In the few years that i've had the capability to speak, feel, and love, never have I ever spoken so passionately, felt so wonderful, and loved as deep. Everything that I have become is because of you. All of the gentle words I share are for you-- Are because of you. I used to be so sad all of the time, and I never felt anything other than sadness. But you make me feel everything. You make me get excited about things, without me feeling embarrassed. You make me impatient. You make me nervous. So nervous I shake and tremble with all of these butterflies, and I LIVE for these feelings. I live to be nervous.
You make my heart skip a beat every time you say 'Catastrophe, _____'. You make me so happy, Chad. You make me feel these wonderful things. You've given me so many great reasons to carry on. You've given me a reason to care about my future. You've made me want a future. I want a future, and I picture my future every single day. But, really, all I see in my future-- is you, and me, and the two of us carrying on every day with our lives.
I picture the two of us happy together. You worrying about your job, me worrying about mine. We come home everyday, stressed and ready to unwind. I talk to you about how crappy my day was, and you tell me how mad you are about someone not doing their job, and you have to pick up the slack. I picture us sitting on the couch
