Thinking about it the whole day and cry myself to sleep is not my way. Why to cry over temporary and spineless things when there's lot to smile about. We are so lost in momentary happiness that we often overlook things which are constant. There is hardly anyone who's gonna say me that he will smile because it happened- smile because the relationship happened at least, doesn't matter it didn't last long- maybe it wasn't destined to last forever. 'Forever' is a strong word and so is its meaning. It doesn't come in hold of everyone. Only a handful of relationships achieve the word 'FOREVER'. Not everything happens in our favour. Certain things provokes us to break and we break. Break in the most devastating way. We reach another fictional world of our own, boycott ourselves from the reality and let sad songs engulf us in the worst way. If that's not enough, we go through all the pictures of togetherness and cry. We let ourselves rot in the corner of a room. Its us who let the wrong happen to us- trust me, its us! In conclusion, we end our day by crying ourselves to sleep; next day, repeat the same. This cycle continues as long as we don't realize our own worth. Ya, we are surely gonna get up one day and start abusing the one who made us go through this. That's nice but that's late. A good amount of time has already been wasted behind the one whom we are abusing today. Is that fair? Do we realize what we lost all these while? We lost all the precious memories we could make with people who are meant to stay throughout. We could actually laugh our heart out instead of crying ourselves to sleep.
Break. We need to break at times to rediscover ourselves but I will rather break beautifully than to harm myself in the worst manner. I will break then assimilate myself in a jiffy, will get up and announce the whole world that I have gone through a breakup, and while doing so, I will invite a new relationship because life is too short to waste behind a single person. I will indulge myself in another person and get myself broken once again and repeat all the steps all over again until one day I get bored of all these momentary happiness and find some other interests in order to suffice myself.
