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Chapter Nineteen - It's Really Him.

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"I'm going to my room!' I yelled to my mom. I didn't even want to talk to anyone. I didn't want people asking me what was wrong and shit. All I wanted was to sit in my room and do nothing. I plugged in my iPod and turned on She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. I love this song. 

'I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. Ask if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved.' I sang. More like screamed.

I heard a knock on my door. So I paused my music. My mom came in with the phone and said it was for me. Ugh.

"Really? Really? She will be loved? Really?" I heard Cassidy's voice. 

"Yes really I love that song. What's up?" I asked.

"Well we have a problem. Glen is still talking to Braydon, and I have no idea what they are talking about. Should I be worried?" She asks.

"No Cas, you shouldn't. Now go away. I am having me time." I said. We both laughed and said out goodbyes. 

I brought the phone downstairs, and then it started ringing. Kay I swear I am going to disconnect this damn phone. 

"Hello?" I answered. But no one was there. Oh my god are you serious? I hung up. I didn't care. It was a blocked number anyways so I didn't know who it was. The phone rang again. 

"Hello?" I said again. This time. Heavy breathing was on the other line. Almost like someone just got their ass kicked, and was trying to call for help. I looked at my mom and then put the phone on speaker. She stopped doing the dishes to listen. 

"Hello sweetheart." I heard. And quickly turned the phone off speaker and ran to my room. I didn't need my mom to know that my ex boyfriend is after me.

"What do you want? I am so done with this Tyler, I have had enough of you phoning, and threatening, and everything. I don't wanna live in fear. And I know you don't want that for me, so just stop." I said. 

"Now listen here. If I have to I will come to Thompson and be with you but I'm not giving up on us. Ever. Treena, I love you." He replied. And anger boiled up inside of me.

"If you loved me, you wouldn't be doing this." And with that I hung up.

I went back downstairs and I told my mom if anyone asks for me. I am not here. Like at all. Even if it is Cassidy, or Squid. I'm not here. And I went back upstairs. With everything going on. With the whole seeing things, and hearing them. With Tyler, Squid and Matthew. I reall have no idea what I am doing. I don't even know myself anymore.

I went for a walk. I went to the mall where I seen my sister Frannie. She was working at Wal-Mart. She knew something was wrong with me but I didn't want to tell her. I didn't need her to try and do anything. 

"Trenna, what's wrong?" she asked. "Looks like you have been crying." 

I was. I was crying the whole walk here. But I didn't care what I looked like I just needed to walk. 

"Nothing, please just don't even ask." I said. More tears kept falling down. And her face said she was ready to kill someone.

"This is about Squid isn't it? Just break up with him! He cheated on you and yet you're still gonna go back?" She said. 

I didn't need this. I walked away knowing that would piss her off. But I didn't care, I didn't need her telling me what to do. Since she doesn't know the whole story. 

I walked to the river. I sat down and listened to the waves. I remember in my home town. I would go by the river to calm down, and straighten things out. 

"Well, I knew you would be here." I heard a voice. I turned around to see the black shadow.

"What do you want? Why are you here? What do you need to protect me from?" I asked.

"One, you need someone. I am here to be that someone you need since you called me just not. And I am protecting you from Tyler. I know his plan and I can help you." He replied. "Now tell me what is on your mind right now."

I sighed. Might as well tell someone. 

"I miss my ex boyfriend Jason Ross. He committed two years ago on Feb 5th 2012. I don't know what to do. He was always there for me. He would wipe my tears, or he would calm me down. He would make me laugh when I didn't want to smile. He knew everything about me. And without him. I just feel so alone. You know? It's like. I don't even know anymore. I am so lost. So broken." I said. 

"How did Jason do it?" The shadow asked. His voice cracked a bit.

By now tears where just rolling down my cheeks. Everytime I bring up Jason. I automaticlly start crying. 

"He took a rope. And wrapped it around his closet hanger. Then wrapped it around his neck. And leaned. And he died." I said. It was more of a whisper. But I'm sure the shadow heard me.

I looked up to him. And I seen his face. But his face was the one person I have been dying to see for two years. It was Jason. It was really him.