Amy's POV
I was walking to RS when I passed my year 10 crush, Jack. We walked past each other and brushed arms. I was so happy I screamed inside. Well at least that's what I thought I did. Instead, I screamed out loud. Everyone turned around and looked at me as I turned bright red. The worst part was, jack turned around.
After lesson I was walking to meet my friends and I could see Jack in the corner of my eye. Trying to hide my face I could hear jack and his mates laughing. Unsure on whether they were laughing at me or a joke, I sat down with my friends. My back was facing jack and his mates hoping he wouldn't see me. Andy and John, jack's mates, were with him which didn't help at all. They were the last people I wanted to see after that. Andy came over and started talking to us. I'm not too sure what he said as I have my mind set on what happened. I think he said something along the lines of 'are you guys feeling bussed today, I know I am' which Alexis replied to with 'yeah sure'. From then on I didn't want to listen to any of his bs. I just sat in silence. I was zoned out. Just thinking about jack made me blush. I clicked out of my zone when I heard Andy say 'are you okay Amy? Looking rather red haha' I responded with 'yeah i'm fine'. Andy then said 'hmm okay haha' whilst walking away. I'm pretty sure he knew. Jack would have told them. They get told everything about our 'group'.
I was about to get up and go over to jack and apologise to him for what happened, but my anxiety stopped me midstep. I couldn't talk to him after doing that. I couldn't talk to him at all, i couldn't talk to him ever. I was too scared. The anxiety takes over and i can't take it. It's very hard to explain my feelings for jack. I'm just too in love with him. No one really understands it. I mean i've probably talked to him once. I'm still in love with him.
Lunch had ended and next lesson was science. Thankfully it was the last lesson of the day and it was friday. I'm so happy it's the weekend. I don't have to see jack until monday. Oh no, i spoke too soon. I was walking out of science and i saw him again!! I kept my head down hoping he didn't see me. I saw him in the corner of my eye, smiling away. He's so cute when he smiles. I had butterflies in my stomach, my face lifted into a smile after seeing him. Walking to meet alexis and millie, i still had a smile on my face, although it wasn't as perfect as jack's. I joined them and they were having a conversation about some stupid celebrity called cameron dallas. I butted in with 'hi'. They both asked why i was so happy and why i was blushing. I replied with 'i just saw jack'. They were confused as i hadn't told them what had happened earlier. I said that i saw his cute smile and then they understood.
