It was the end of Christmas the day i had to go back to school scared and terrified i begged with all my will power not to go their was a girl in my school who i had loved for a while for the purposes of her privacy i will call her T. It was my first day at school again i was anxious about going i had feelings for T i knew i.... i was in love for the first time i rushed and butter flies in my stomach i had heard of the feeling but it felt as if i was pummelled i was star stuck and ever since that day i kept it to myself even now the guilt lies with me for not asking sooner
