Nothing Lasts Forever

Daily thoughts

Love is a story we've all read. Some us may even be writers. All knowing what it feels like.

This book is a pure representation of thoughts. And a big mess of stories behind every single one of them. Enjoy.
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9th of april 2017 - 22:30

Only if we werent apart.
If only we were one.

You are happy with someone else.
But i was happier with you.

You are so happy.
My friends tell me "someday you'll feel it too".

Everyday i smile and hide the truth.
The truth is that i was happier with you.

I look around and all i see is broken memories.

False Promises.

Your smile always made my day, it was a thing worth living for.
Now i count the days, the hours, the weeks, hoping for you to come back.

I once believed that once my heart starts to shine again, everything will be alright.

Without you this world looks so black and white. You were color in my life.

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15th of april 2017 21:07

I don't have much left.

All i know is that you lit my heart on fire. And its still burning for you.

I still remember your eyes.
I still remember your touch.

My heart is on fire for you.

I'll see you someday before the end.

I dont know where and i dont know when, but we will be lovers again.

I know love songs break your heart, but i'm not here to tear you apart.

I'll be here when you decide to run back into my arms.

And I'll kiss you under a thousand stars.

I'll never blame you cause you only know your lover when you let him go.

Oh darlin, my heart's on fire.

For you...

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16th of april, 2017 23:16

That kiss, that touch.
Is it love or desire?

Do you want me to stay or am i just here to make pain faint?

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17th of april, 2017 15:23

This road has me walking blind with darkness at my feet. I dont really have a plan in mind, just a path i hardly see.

So dont say you want me now if i'm not worth the fight.
Just pray for me to make it another night.

And wait for the day i come running home, where i belong, and meet me halfway with arms wide open.

Remind me im strong.

Am i chasing time or is time chasing me?

If time is money i need a loan.

it's hard to walk on a path i hardly see.
I wish i could clear the path for just you and me, ride into the sunset, but thats not me.

The path was there before i could even see.

I ventured out alone. i knew i would never live the perfect life alone.

So i keep searching for the one that fits my throne, and chills my bones.

But damn, its hard to find someone strong and helps you along when you have no one.

Responsibility is my second name since i've had it forever.

I've been through hell and back but now i dodge trouble like mayweather.

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25th of april, 2017 16:10

She is a "once in a lifetime"
She is here through all my grief.
She is the only color i see.
i believe in you and me.

I see pieces of her exsistence In every wondering soul,

You're a shining diamond.
Your shine never blinds me.
You made me see that hearts can bleed, but you're here to care for me.

The sun is shining and the sky so blue, laying in the grass thinking about you.

You are perfect the way you are, dont ever change.

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30th of april 2017 19:42

To past self.

You broke me down, you fucked me up, you broke the flours just to place gravestones.

You said you wanted to Discover it all, see now you regret it. Your life has been stopped dead in it's tracks, and owhh you just said it "i dont wanna live anymore.

Did you mean it or just a mistake?
It dont feel like there is much more i can take.

Love turned you to something so colorless.

You can walk, you can talk, you can see. But you're never truely alive.

look at yourself, you dont look so happy anymore.

You lost the one you have been fighting for.

You've been counting the days.
Your life feels like a prison sentence, locked up in your own mind.

Waiting for the day to be set free, feel the relief and stand on your feet.

This world feels to big for you, so overwhelming.
You almost feel like you are to small to make a real effect on anything, the winds carry you, too small to resist.

The big motivation you once had is gone. All you feel is hate for everything that stands in your way.
You felt the Lightning and the Thunder inside you.
you couldn't care less in what you participate.

You wanted to make your future so bright, you expected that it would take one match to light the fire, never knowing it would take the whole box to begin with.

I can see your path, but you dont seem to be moving. A rolling ball stopped dead in it's tracks.

The sneakers you once bought dont give u confidence no more, because your own opinion is not one you can form.

You see roads cracking and castles falling, all made for you to see. All wishing it was make belief, but all you now read was truely me.

you felt alone.
You felt abandoned.
I understand you more than anybody else.

Dont ever give up, not on me.