Life changes

Hard Change

It was morning I was still asleep
We a
We're moving away my mom came in the room
"Hunny wake up we need to still pack our things so our... adventure."
I slowly started opening my eyes to see the bright light shinning down on my face and my mother standing there in they light like if she was an angel.
I was not a morning person at all I hated waking up I want to sleep all day but when my mother left the room
I checked the alarm clock to find that it was 9:35 a.m
"Uhhh" I got out my bed and picked up my cat Killer
And headed to the kitchen to find my mom making pancakes, bacon, eggs, and to top it off her famous homemade orange juice I made Killers food them I started eat mine "thanks mom it's amazing."
"you are welcome."
After I was done eating I cleaned my plate and
rinsed out my cup.
I was homeschooled so my mom and I can move to were she wants me to.
My dad left us at when I was 2 days old
I still wonder why he left us was it because he wasn't ready to be a dad or did he hate me
My mom and I was like a team we stick together...
Every summer my mom and I would go to her mother
(My Grandma). I had fun there most of my family members live around there so I felt happy...
My mom wanted to move somewhere far away
I ran away but 3 week later my mom found me
My mom decided to move closer to grandmas house so that made me feel happy and excited I loved being close to family and not far away.
If I live far away I feel like I have no were else to turn to except my mother I need more people to turn to we I am scared, nerves, or just needing someone to tell me everything is going to me ok I can't have one person doing that I need more people to hard and complicated to put it into words....
Sometimes I feel scared when it's just 3 people in the house counting my cat Killer
"Hunny do you know where Killer is I can't find him unless he is in your room!"
"Mother he is in my room don't worry."
"Oh good I was going to feed him I am glad he is in your room April."
I will feed him mom."
"Oh ok that's good."
I went outside my room to the kitchen to feed Killer...
I ask my mom "Why did dad leave?"
She looked at me with a blank fear on here face like she seen a ghost she ask nothing and walked away.

kairi_neko this story is for you
Don't cry you will be alright