Empty

Waiting.

Looking out the window, staring at the raindrops as they stream down. Doing so fills you with a feeling somehow of peace but also melancholy at the same time. I just came back from a horrible day at school, too much people and too much unnecessary thinking. I've been wanting to go out the night before and do stuff, although I decided not to but I'm determined to this time. On the way home I stare out and look at the passing old downtown buildings and looking up at seeing the beautiful grey sky. I have big plans later tonight, I keep thinking in my head how excited I am. We pull up in the driveway of my house, I get out the car with my backpack and open the front door. I go straight to my room and throw my backpack on the ground, then I just throw myself on the bed looking up at my ceiling. My cat ruby greets me and rubs her head against my hand. I let her and sigh. I then turn myself around and look out my window from my room. The rain is clearing up so hopefully it won't be too bad to go out later tonight. I try and pass time so I took a nap. I set an alarm so I won't fall asleep for the night.