The Dreamer

Chapter one

I heard Dan close the door behind him as he walked into my room. He laid his back pack on the floor. As he sits on the bed I open the curtains letting the bright sun land on the floor. We can hear Phil walking down the hall with Kelsey and Emily.

Dan pulls me down onto the black bed sheets as I go to grab my phone off of the night stand. I can't help but focus on his smile as I try to escape his grip on my waist. I an finally free I look into his happy eyes as he stares into mine. I feel a smile spread across my face.

I can hear Kelsey's voice ring throughout the apartment as her footsteps reach my door, "Dan, Phil says you two have to go,"

Dan looks up at me as his smile fades away. I move over to let him up not wanting to complain knowing it won't help anything. They visit often even if they don't stay long during the day.

After they leave and barely any words were said between us I lie on my bed beside Kelsey while Emily sits in the floor organizing paints I had left out. The only sounds that we her is the turn table in the corner playing Panic! At the Disco and our humming as we listen to the music.

I can feel my self start to drift into sleep as another song starts. My thoughts start to drift and before I know it I'm thinking about Dan again. After a while I feel someone shaking me awake.

I open my eyes to see Emily standing over me her eyes bright red and tears streaming down her face. I jump up my heart racing my thoughts were no longer on Dan they were on Emily and whatever had happened. She started shaking me again and tears start to run down my face. The only thing that could've caused my tears was the pain she clearly felt.

"What's wrong?!" I scream trying to calm down and clearly failing

I get no response only more shaking and more tears. My vision started to become blurry. I can feel the floor fall from underneath me as the room is torn apart. I begin to lose sight of what is real and what isn't.

I feel the room get built back together as my vision is no longer blurred the room I'm in is no longer my own. I see the outline of a girl in front of me. As the girl walks closer I can tell who it is.

Alexis, my girlfriend, walks closer I can see her face in tears except the tears are blood red. As she stands in front of me she starts screaming.

Through the mindless screaming I can understand her say, "You killed me," as I fall through the ground the world around me breaks and tears apart. She was my world and she was torn apart by the world.

I feel someone shaking me awake I open my eyes to see Kelsey I don't know if this is real or not. I sit up on the bed and let my hair hang in front of my face to hide the tears streaming down my face. I let Kelsey pull me off the bed when she turns to do something I quickly wipe the tears though you most likely saw them. She turns back around and pulls me into a tight hug. I feel her put her small face in my bright lavender hair.

"Was it about Alex?" I hear her say to me in a soft voice careful of what she says, "It wasn't your fault we didn't know, we couldn't have known,"

"I did know," I barely say I would have questioned if she heard me if my face wasn't resting on her shoulder. She pulls herself away from me her hands firmly on my shoulders to keep me there. I can't look into her eyes knowing it was my fault Alexis is gone

I hear the front door slam as Kel lets go and runs to the living room. I hear her greet whoever walked in before their footsteps get closer to my room. I walk away and close the curtain before they reach my room. I turn around to see a tall man standing before me. He walks towards me and reaches out for a hug.

I quickly hug him back as he pulls away and smiles from ear to ear. He sets his bag down beside the outside of the door and I hear not footsteps before seeing a tall Dan and a blue eyes Phil pop their heads back in my room. We soon all end up in the living room watching a movie. One by one we all fall asleep as the movie nears its end and the sun starts to rise.

I didn't realise how late it was. I stand up and start to clear away the pop corn bowls and mugs half filled with tea or hot chocolate. I hear Dan start to stir as I walk back in.

"Good morning, Danny boy" I say quietly as I pull him off the couch. His bright eyes smile when he sees me.

"Luna, can we talk?" he says as his smile fades.

"If it's about this morning there is nothing to talk about,"

"Yes there is, Luna" he says grabbing my arm to turn me towards him. By now we are in the hall outside me room, "we need to talk about it and you can't avoid it any longer,"

I sigh as he pulls me into my room. He wants to argue but it doesn't help even if I was over Alexis I still can't see him. My manager would kill me. He almost did kill me for seeing Alex but I had been seeing her before he had met me. Now I have no choice but to listen to him. I have no choice but to be lonely again.