To this day i can still see that same sadness in his eyes. I can't help but to think that i was the one to put this overwhelming sadness there,the one who crushed him broke him apart time and time again but yet, he stayed. Why he did is still a question i ask myself everyday. I haven't figured it out yet but i now see why i left. I've left him many time but yet i still came back why, i'm still figuring that out to, because once again he's disappointed me but this time, this time it was different. This time he left me because i wasn't good enough he's gone but yet, i still love him i'll never understand why i love him, i'll never understand why i keep him in my heart i'd like to think that there's a reason for all of this but now i'm not so sure. I'm hurt, i'm broken, but i still go back to him i still have a place for him in my heart. A lot of people don't understand why i feel this way about him, i'm not quite sure i understand it either. As soon as i figure it out i'll make sure to let him know.
-Love me
