His name was Evan , 15 years old .He was constantly in my mind unavoidable no matter what I was doing. I'd see him everyday talking with his friends. He had a smile that was unreplaceable and a glow in his eyes that struck me in a way I couldn't comprehend. I don't think I was ever noticed by him I had incredulous anxiety I had my own personal hell. I had little friends otherwise I was in the corner drawing in my small sketchbook , the last thing my dad gave to me before he died I was only three. My life was like an unescaple prison but when I came to school and I saw him it's almost like I would forget everything.
I managed to walk quickly to my next class today I didn't want to talk to anyone I just wanted to arrive to my seat and continue working in my book. Believe it or not I loved the isolation no drama to be involved in no friendships that were in risk of falling in fights and heart shaped Broken, I could just get through the day go home and listen to my music and read. As I got closer to my class I saw him, I knew that his class was two doors down from mine.
He had many friends as sure as girls crowded around him but he always managed to get through nearly never bumping into anyone as usually be he never noticed anything different there was always me whith my different style I would always wear my black waist high shorts and my black nylons with a big jacket and a band t shirt and some black doc martens and I always tied my hair up in a bun or put in in braids everyone sure was use to it by now I had recognized everyone since I was in kindergarten they only knew me as the introvert no one dared to talk to me as I never tried to talk to them. I walk passed him he had semi cury brown hair and deep brown puppy dog eyes he was wearing skinny jeans with a black varsity jacket , an avenged sevenfold shirt and some sneakers he seemed like the generic guy at our high school who thought he was cool and full of himself but I sensed something more than that as he walk passed I tried to ignore but look in spit second and he suddenly turned over and smiled at me eagerly like we knew each other all I could break out was a small grin as my cheeks were now probably a bright red and my glasses were sliding down my face I turned away and walked faster as my heart was pounding.
I only had him in my last periods I sat next to him in English and across from him in science and he never turned to me or tried talking to me at all or so I thought today was the first time he ever looked at me and I didn't understand why. Sure I was a short girl wearing supposedly "emo clothes" I had dimples I was technically the style description of that one "rebel rocker" girl that every guy falls in love with in the movies except I was never bad ass and I couldn't really play a guitar. Then English happens my 5th period.
He slips me a note stating a joke about our teacher she always tended to stare at us when we did our work and the note said
"Take a picture it'll last longer"
As I turned over to him he pointed at the teacher and I giggled. I hadn't smiled or laughed in a good while as I never had a reason too I hadn't seen my dimples in a while but my face reddened. He whispered to me
" aww look who's blushing for the first time in a million years and you have dimples too"
He smiled in a cute manner.
I didn't know what to say so I smiled and he kinda stared at me for a minute and I contunued reading my English book and at the end of class he scruffled my hair with his hand like I was his pet in a cute way Jesus I blushed so much today I could feel the hotness in my cheeks as I couldn't stop smiling hand I thought about it. Then our last period science I would constantly catch him looking at me like I was a piece of amazing artwork that he'd never seen before after today I never felt the same again ... in the good way.
The next day I came walking to school I wanted to listen to music in peace and I didn't notice till he tapped my shoulder that he had been calling my name running so he could walk with me of course I apologized and then I asked him
" why are you running to walk with me ?"
He replied
" because ,why not your always walking alone anyway and you never seem to be with anyone"
I said
"That's the way I usually like it I'm use to it don't worry about me no one has usually made the effort to talk to me anyway "
He said
" well , you shouldn't be use to that you should always have some friends it's good to have them from now on I'm gonna walk with you to school"
I blushed as he said that and nodded as I left one ear bud on
" what you listening to ?"
I replied
" avenged and some RHCP"
" nice I always wanted to see those band in concert we should go together once I hear they are coming here in a couple of months the both of them "
I smiled ,
" that would be amazing"
He said
" hey I think we're gonna end up pretty good friends I won't let you be lonely I promise wanna text ?"
I thought what he said was so nice of course I nodded yes
