The girl I will never change is the girl I love half to death.
See she loves a girl that she hurt multiple time.
She cuts to feel alright.
She keeps all her pain hidden inside and won't tell anyone.
Her mom died and I know it hurts but life goes on.
She blames herself for her ex cutting herself.
She thinks the solutions to her problems is to die.
She is the one I don't want to lose.
The girl I actually for the first time fell for.
Answer a question I am a girl but not the girl I am talking about.
I do however know her pain.
She needs help but won't get it,she doesn't realize who cares for her.
She is honestly the love of my life.
People think how do you know?
Do I have to tell our whole love story?
She has a tumor in her lungs but won't stop smoking.
She is the one I wish would let me help her but I can't.
She is the girl that if she died I think my heart would die with her.
I have never been so scared to lose someone in my life and that means a lot.
I have been left and hurt so often I was numb.
She came into my life and now I am scared shitless.
I don't think she realizes how much I care she knows however that I am scared.
I wish she would get help.
I wish she would stop smoking.
I wish she would tell me her problems.
I wish she would want to live not die.
I wish she would forget the past and move on.
Lastly I wish she would realize who is there for her and get help.
I know though she is the girl I will never change.
The girl who won't change and it hurts.
But if she dies I swear my heart will go with her cause I will be hurt for good.
