I remember the person I was before it all happened. Somewhere along the way I let go of her. I miss her. Miss me. The way I used to be. You see as of late I've gotten out of control and I can't even recognize myself. My reflection is just another stranger. Someone I don't want to meet. I want nothing todo with her. I want to go back erase the past year and a half from my memory. Forget it all. Forget the pain. I heard a saying that said it was better to feel pain than nothing at all but I'd rather be numb.
