I'm not okay
Am not well
Am not fine
I did fell
Idk if its u
Or just me
Am insecure enough
To not be
Life hasn't been the easiest thing
for me
I haven't always been the laziest
You see
I wasn't like that long ago
But people always hurt me
and ignore me but before they go
I leave and walk away
Cause am always scared they won't stay
So i fight my fear by making it impossible to happen
Cuz they would never leave if i left first
So i do what i do and hold it all in
Scared that i could commit a sin
And then i contemplate if i should die
But then someone says hi
And it all starts again
I fell
I felt
I cried
I left
And we're back again
YOU ARE READING
close your eyes : My experience with stage fright
Poetryonly if I could return back to when I was 5 years old, things would be a lot better now... I wouldn't have been like that...
