Feelings

Sometimes love Hurts

Dan's POV

I just got off of the phone with my soon-to-be husband Chris. I didn't know if I really even felt something for him, he's always getting on my last nerve. And constantly brings up Phil, Oh Phil. I thought about him day and night nonstop. I decided to just check-in on Phil to see how he holding up, even though I might break at the sight of him, I could still be happy knowing he was ok.
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Dan's POV

I walked out of the elevator on Phil's floor, walking towards the hotel room me and Phil used to share we we were still....I couldn't bare the thought of it so I pushed the memory aside. As I entered the room I heard a low groan of pain, Oh god , Phil was laying there motionless on the ground. I quickly moved to be at his aid, I checked his airway, he was barely breathing. Its all my fault, I looked at his face examining every cut, bruise, well just him. It hurt seeing him like this, Fuck it hurt me in general, he is my world and right now my world was falling apart right in front of my eyes. I quickly pulled out my phone, and dialed 999. "Yes?What's your emergency?" The phone lady said, "yes. My name is Dan Howell, My boyfriend has been badly hurt he is barely breathing." Shit. I said boyfriend instead of 'friend'. I hung up knowing that they wouldn't get here it in time, so I picked him up, his arms around my neck with my arm under his legs. I leaned his head on my chest knowing he was unconscious. "Everything will be ok. I got you."
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Phil's POV

I could feel the darkness all around me. Like it just came in a flash and there I was all alone in nothing but darkness. All that was on my mind was Dan, his eyes were a golden brown filled with love and sadness, his perfect smile that always seemed to faze me when I looked at him, and his dark brown hobbit hair. He is perfect in every single way. No wonder he left me for Chris. I am tall, skinny, dull blues eyes, with a black fringe. I am nothing compared to Chris, Dan's soon-to-be husband. Dan even invited me to the wedding, when Chris found out Dan invited me, he always looked at me with a murderous glare. I guess thinking that I would steal Dan from him, but he doesn't realize that Dan left me for him. Dan hasn't talked to me since a month ago, I miss the sound of his voice, like a soft him with a little bit of a raspy touch to it, make it sound like a love song to my ears. He is driving me insane with all of the memories we used to have together, and then just throwing them away like nothing ever happened. I am tired of feeling useless and weak to him. I hate the effect he has over my emotions, the way he played with my mind

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