For the love of pi

Filled with Poisin

This chapter is dedicated to BBWolfCakez for the help in ideas for the basis of the story!

Castiel's pov

I day dream in class not really caring about what coach Winchester has to say. He 's in charge of the football team, which means he constantly yells in his side class, which is math. Even if his son Dean is a nightmare. He thinks that just because his father is in charge of the football team, he can get away with whatever he wants. And he does.

"CASTIEL NOVAK!"I was snapped out of my thoughts."u-um, yes s-sir" I said a little shaken by the coach's outburst.

"Are you OK? You seem to be out of it today.""Ye-yes, sir. I think I am just getting sick is all" I said faking a smile"OK. Just make sure to get some rest. And if you see your brother Gabe tell him Practice is canceled today.""OK sir. I will"

I space out for the rest of class, being the smartest kid in school means I already know the lesson for today. Logarithms. Such a boring and useless concept. Heh, thats not something I usually say about school, but in this case, it's needed.

BRIING! BRIING! Saved by the bell.

I make my ways towards the courtyard, the thoughts of Dean not being able to leave my head."strange I mutter under my breath as go near our table, lost in thought.

"Cassie, Hey Cassie! Over here!" I look over at our table already knowing that it was best friend for life, Rose. Next to her was my brother, Gabe and Sam Winchester. It was hard to believe that he and Dean were related. Dean was an asshole, and Sam was like an angel, so nice and kind to everyone.

I sit down at the table and say" Hey Gabe, How are you and you're boyfriend Sam." drawing out the oy."HE'S NOT MY BOYFRIEND YOU FUCKASS!!!" Gabe yells at me as loud as he can. Everyone is forced to stifle a laugh at the blushing mess of Gabe. Even Sam blushed a little. Me and rose actually made a bet on the two of them getting together. I plan to win.

*Time Skip*

School had just ended and I started to walk home. I turned my MP3 player on and put in my head phones." fill me with poison, make me numb, I don't care if my heart stops" I started to sing" Feed me your BULLSHIT, hope it works, That's all your FUCKING GOOD FOR!"

I felt a hand on my shoulder."Oh no..." I turned around and it was no other than the devil himself, Dean Winchester.

3rd person pov

Dean punched Cas square in the jaw. Then again in the stomach. Cas slumped down to the ground in pain, unable to move."Great taste in music, loser." Dean said as he started to repeatedly kick Cas in the stomach and ribs.

"See you tomorrow nerd!" Dean said, walking away.

*Time Skip*

Later that night Cas decided to wright in his journal once more.

(In the Journal) Hey there journal, long time no see. So far the 11th grade has been ABSOLUTE SHIT! I hate it. I fucking hate it. I'm tired of all of it, of the bullying, the expectations, all of it. I know something that always makes it better though.

Cas went into the bathroom connected to his room and pulled out a razor blade hidden in an Altoids can inside his rubbish bin. He pulled it across his skin a few times, each one deeper than the last.

You may wonder why I'm doing this to myself, and the answer is simple, I'm filled with POISON

*A/N

Hi, this is my first fanfic and i'm really excited about it!

If you have any suggestions just tell me and I'll try my best!

I can't wait to write more!