i fell in love with the way you used to tell your lies
i was convinced that you always wanted to see me cry
all the shit that you put me through & i still wonder why
why you cheated, why you played me
i thought i was ya chick & ya ride or die
you start messing with these other chicks & it really hurt my pride
i was never worth it to you that's what my friends would always tell me
it was obvious to my eyes but my heart just wouldn't see
that the person i feel in love didn't love me
that "the love" i thought we had just couldn't be
that even though i had the lock you gave away the spare key
to some other bitch who wasn't there for you like me
i remember those nights where i was always crying
you had an excuse for everything but i kept trying
trying to get you to love me & to see the hurt
but instead you went along and did ya dirt
yeah you did ya dirt but that's what flowers grow in
a flower that bloomed later and released a potion
a potion that made me realize my self worth
a potion that made me realize that i go 1st
a potion that helped me get up & get away
instead of being so naive & letting you stay
stay in my heart..
stay in my mind..
stay making me upset..
stay wasting my time...
stay saying sorry and that you won't do it again
& to not worry about that girl bc she's just ya friend
the potion made me realize that it was time to come to an end
i fell in love with the way you used to tell your lies
i was convinced that you always wanted to see me cry
the next thing you'll hear from me won't be why,
the next thing you'll hear from me is gonna be bye..
kamille thomas.
