Jerrie One shots

'Til the last second of infinity

Her daughter however, not knowing anything, wiped her momma's tears away and gently pecked her cheek.

"Stop crying mama." she said sadly. Perrie shakes her head and kissed her daughter's forehead, mumbling a small 'thank you.'

"It is a serious disease caused by cells that are not normal and that can spread to one or many parts of the body. The case is getting hard. It's a 50/50 thing. We're still not sure if she's going to survive or not, but we're doing everything we could for her." The doctor said apologetically.

Perrie thanked the doctor before he bid his goodbye. The blonde put her daughter down and sat on the chair just outside of Jade's room. She brought her hands to her face and let the tears fall down.

"FUCK!!! WHY??!!!!!" She screamed at the top of her lungs earning looks from people around her but she hasn't care any less at that moment. She needed Jade. Sofia needs her. She needed the love of her life.

Sofia looked at her intently, pouting as she saw one of her mommy crying and screaming profanities.

"OF ALL PEOPLE, WHY JADE??!!!! LIFE IS SO UNFAIR! SHE HASN'T DO ANYTHING! FUCK THIS LIFE! FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!"  Perrie yelled and collapsed on the ground, her fists slamming against the hospital floor, drawing blood on it after several punches.

Sofia didn't know what to do. She's only 4 years old for God's sake.

"Mummy. Don't cry." she said softly and approached the crying blonde. She crouched down beside her and hugged her tightly, her little hands encircling her momma's neck making Perrie cry even more.

"Momma's sorry baby. I'm sorry for shouting bad words. Don't worry baby, I'll be fine." She said rather gently this time. She didn't want their daughter to experience this kind of pain. She doesn't know what or how to tell her about her mummy. She held Sofia tight and cried on her shoulder.

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"Baby... I wanna eat that too. Please?" Jade pouted as Perrie shook her head and grab the chips away from her hand.

"Nope. The doctor said you're not allowed to eat this. You're meant to eat healthily." She warned and chuckles soon after as Jade pouts even more.

It's been 1 month since Jade was admitted to the hospital and Perrie was getting more worried every moment. Her wife is getting paler than her usual skin color. Her hair is getting thinner but Perrie still thinks that she's the most beautiful girl in the world. Her body's getting skinny that her ribcage is almost visible. Sometimes, her body isn't accepting the food that she eats and vomits every time she tries to do it again. Perrie just thinks of a good thoughts and always pray for her wife.

It's visiting hours so Sofia is allowed to visit and so does Perrie. But Sofia needs to go later on. Their daughter is sitting on Perrie's lap as the blonde was sat on a chair beside Jade's bed, grabbing the chips from both of their hands and tossing it on the table behind them.

"Mummy, we won't let you eat it because it is bad for your health. Why aren't you listening?" The two couples burst out laughing at their daughter's comment as her eyebrows were knit together, keeping the angry look.

"Alright baby. I won't do that again. Now, where's my hug?" Jade said opening her arms wide for her daughter to dive in. Sofia giggles and jumped towards her mom and hugs her tightly. Perrie smiled at the sight.

"What about me?" She said earning the attention from both of her girls and pouted to let them know that she wants attention too.

"Oh come here you big baby." Jade said motioning her love to come over. Soon after, they were wrapped up in a tight embrace, feeling secured and safe on Perrie's arms. Jade smiled and tried to hide the tears that was again trying to escape from her eyes. She knew she wouldn't last long so might as well keep this moment forever.