Wish I Could Be

Chapter 1

I look up into his eyes as we say our final goodbyes. We drifted apart. He's not mine anymore. As they say, very cringey actually, if you love them, let them go. If they come back, it was meant to be. Smile. Smile. Smile. All the cameras are waiting for you outside the door to return as Britain's sweethearts. It's all an act from this point forward until it becomes so hard that you can't bare to breathe the same air. He doesn't want this, he cries. We don't deserve this, he screams. He suggested we take a break, so why all of a sudden is he saying all of this? Stop me from going. Tell me you want me here. Tell me you still love me. Tell me I'm all you've ever wanted. I get nothing but silence and the only sound in the room is the echo of my tears hitting the floor. Thats it. Just like that. Gone. Not out of my life, just out of my brain. Normally with breakups you want to think of them. But I've been through this before with Hollywood star Koko Zena. She was a girl, yes, and now I am with Britain's heartthrob Charles Recola. Well, was anyway.

A/N the first few chapters are going to be quite short, but have loads of information benefitial for later on so I hope you liked it!