I work so hard to hide it all,
Nobody gets it , so now I fall .
I fall deeper in my sorrow, deeper in this hurt.
Everyday, Every breath , it just gets worse.
I smile and try
to make people know I am always fine.
So , I write on the pages , the tears I can't cry.
In the dark forever, that's my dream.
Hidden from the world, so I can scream.
Nobody knows what goes on in my head.
Little do they know, I want to be dead.
I can't describe the feeling I fight to hide.
But its unbearable, killing me inside.
I have so much to say, but don't know how.
I could try but just not now.
So many words left unsaid.
Maybe you'll hear them once I'm dead .
Maybe you'll read my poems,
go through the words I've written.
What really goes on, every true feeling.
You'll think you know who I really am..
But remember, you'll never truly understand.
