Willow: hey we should got to justin bieber's party tonight. I heard its supposed to be really fun
Me: nahh... how about we just have girl's night here
I knew that if we went to that party jaden was going to be there, possibly wiith another girl. I didnt want to got through the same pain i went through when we broke apart. I was at willow's house and jaden wasn't here, so since he was going to that party i might as well stay here.
Willow: Nic, i left my phone in the game room, can you go get it please?
Me: sure, brb
I walked across the long hall and down to the steps and into the game room when i noticed i wasnt alone.
Me: Jaden, what are you doing here
Jaden: I live here remember
Me: sorry
Jaden: did you need something
Me: yea willow's phone
Jaden: here *hands me the phone*
Me: thanks
I turned to walk away but he stopped me.
Jaden: Nic do you ever- never mind
Me: what
Jaden: Its nothing
Me: Jaden if you dont say it i'll beat it out of you
Jaden: it was nothing
Me: were you gonna say do you ever think about us
Jaden: yea
Me: well i do
Jaden: *stands up and crosses the room towards me* Me too
We were inches away from kissing when all of sudden willow shouted something about a good scary movie. I turned around and went back upstairs to her room.
Willow: what took you so long?
Me: nothing i-i got lost
Willow: *she just looked at me* okayy
Me: what did you say about a movie
Willow: yea i just ordered women in black and we can watch it tonight if you want
Me: suree
Willow: cool im gonna go make some popcorn
I went downstairs to the movie theater room and put the movie in. When i stood back up jaden, moises, and jake were standing behind me.
Jake: boo!
Me: *screams*
Boys: *laughing*
Me: that wasnt funny and you guys are suppose to be at justin's party
Moises: we decided not to go
Willow came back in with the popcorn and started arguing with the boys.
Willow: you guys cant be in here
Jaden: it is my house too
Willow: well not tonight me and nic were in here first
Jaden: well i guess we'll just stay here and watch the movies with you too then
Willow: ughh fine but dont make any noises
Jake and moises sat down, then willow, and then jaden. I had to sit beside during the movie and when scary parts came i would bury my face in jaden's chest and he would hold my hand. We let go of each other before anyone noticed. Jake and moises got up after the movie was over and went to jaden's room ad willow went to bed, so it was just me and jaden left.
Jaden: well i guess i'll call it a night
Me: wait we need to talk
Jaden: theres nothing to talk about
Me: you know as well as i do theres everything to talk about
Jaden: okay what
Me: what happend between us
Jaden: i dont wanna talk about it
Me: well we cant just keep avoiding it
Jaden: who says i was avoiding it
Me: your not giving me an answer...
Jaden: like i said i dont wanna talk about it
Me: jaden please
Jaden: no!
He stormed out of the movie theater and that reminded me of the day i called jaden to come over to my house and we had our big argument.
FLASHBACK
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Jaden: what
Me: did i do something to upset you
Jaden: why would you say that
Me: your just ignoring me all the time and we hardly ever talk anymore
Jaden: were fine
Me: are you sure
Jaden: im positive can we just stop talking about it!
Me: im just trying to get to the bottom of things...
Jaden: shut up about it. You always try to do this
Me: do what??
Jaden: you try to ruin something thats already perfect
Me: but jaden were not perfect
Jaden: whatever im done!!!
He stormed out of my house leaving me with a big whole in my heart.
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I went back upstairs to willow's room and got in bed. The images of that day and this night circled in my head forming one big question mark that i wanted the answer to more than anything. And with it unanswered, i went to sleep with all the memories of the good times me and jaden had as a couple...
