Please... Love me

Chapter 15: Sonic's POV

What... What is happening...? Is this seriously happening...? This is so opposite and so ironic... I thought Shadow would never break down in any type of way in a million years. He's begging me to love him... And to top it all off, he says that he loves me... Am I dreaming...? This, T-This cannot NOT be true. Shadow fucking hates me and calls me a showoff and a faker. It was just as surprising when he showed interest in me. Especially when I actually had sex with him... !!! Is my face getting hot??!! Am I-I-I blushing?? My god what the hell is wrong with me? My emotions are going crazy. I am so overwhelmed... I felt like crying with him when he was sobbing in my chest... As I kept thinking... I am in bed with him, and he's sound asleep. I can't believe that, that happened yesterday. {I wanted to just fast forward a little bit... I would've lost motivation continuing after Shadow broke down.} I still can't. Now I know how Shadow really feels. He feels so scared... Scared to love again. Because he doesn't want a repeat of what happened when he loved... Her. I feel so bad for Shadow. I sniffled while being so deep into my thoughts and I hugged Shadow from behind as he was in front of me with his back facing me and we were still in bed together. Being snuggling up and invading his personal space, I was kissing his neck, a kiss after the other, over and over again... I had my eyes closed during this... Then I opened my eyes for a second and I saw his ears twitch and he turned around as if he wasn't sleeping at all, looking at me and when he turned around, it obviously interrupted what I was doing. "What are you doing? You want dick or something?" Asking if I was in the mood for sex... After him saying that, I blushed. "N-no. What, I can just cuddle with you?" He was looking at me with his eyebrow raised. "Sorry. I just feel bad for you is all Shadow and I got emotional an-" He broke off my sentence with... A kiss? Of course a mouth to mouth kiss. His tongue entered my mouth and his started playing with mine. The amazing thing was that his saliva tasted so sweet like he had ate something like a hi-chew. It just tasted so good I can't help it.~ With him being on top of me, still frenching me, he put his hand in my stomach. I wondering if... He began moving his warm hand lower and lower. 'It' perked up just by his touch and my face started to get more and more red after every inch he went down. He finally was there, still while kissing me, roughly in fact, he grabbed my throbbing member and I yelped in pleasure because it was so sensitive. He stopped kissing but he got so close to my neck and panted slowly and heavily. Sh-Shadow's in h-heat. Speaking of heat, his breath was so warm, it was heating up my body. He was sorta looking at me but not eye to eye in a way. I know what he's thinking... "Sh-Shadow, please be c-careful... It's so sensitive... And you know that... " He grinned and then he pulled on it roughly but not trying to rip my dick off. "AGH! Sh-Sh-Shadow!" I moaned loudly while gripping the sheets with all my might. The shit's sensitive and my face is just dark red. I closed my mouth trying to hold in my screams, but that didn't stop Shadow... He started rubbing the head vigorously and I couldn't help but to moan louder arching my back off of the bed. "A-Ah~!" I panted heavily in between moans while he kept going. Precum came out and it made it easier for Shadow to jerk me. He yanked it, pulled it, it kinda hurt but... It turned me on wait, not turned me on, it drove me wild~ "F-fuck Shadow... You're so st-stubborn..." He said nothing and he then started to suck. "M-Mmm~!" I bit my bottom lip and my heart was pounding, I am close to cuming... Shadow put his two fingers on my neck, just below my jaw, I don't know what for but I didn't care, it felt so good~ Suddenly he went faster and sucked harder and I let a loud yelp escape from my lips. Somehow he knew that I am close, so so so close. My eyes suddenly widened large and I was breathless. Before I knew it, I exploded in Shadow's mouth. "UGH YES FUCKING SHADOW!~ OH FUCK~" I screamed and moaned in amazing fucking pleasure. I closed my eyes tightly as this feeling to die for, was coming to an end. I body twitched uncontrollably and rapidly afterwards while Shadow was still sucking softly for a bit. I panted harder and harder, like the world just came out of my dick and it felt like it did because it was so fucking amazing. I opened my eyes still panting and I didn't see Shadow in my sight. He just gave me the best fucking blowjob ever and now I don't see him. I seriously hope that wasn't my imagination... I leaned forward with my dick slowly turning back to its non erect form and I saw that there was a decent amount of cum on the bedspread just in between my legs. "Where's Shadow..." I said lightly to myself while moving my head looking around for him. Then I just heard the bathroom door open and Shadow came out. I was looking at him walk to the bed and towards me. Before he could stop walking or finish walking, I hugged him tightly with my head against his chest fur. "Thank you so much babe, I love you so much." Did that just come out of my mouth? My heart is pounding? Then it must be true <3