Not loving you is harder than you know

chapter 2

Two hours later I look down at my drawing. It’s a boy handing a girl a single black rose but the boys eyes were red.

“that’s really good” Shannon said

“you scared me” I turned around quickly and laughed

“im sorry I didn’t mean to”

“I know”

“so you draw…”

“I draw, I write, I sing, I play the guitar.. all that creative stuff”

“that’s really nice… I used to write, I sing, and I play some guitar”

“we should play together sometime” I smiled

“sure” she smiled back. I could tell me and Shannon were gonna be close. I already knew who was gonna be close in this house and who isn’t, you could just tell Me, devon, Shannon, drake,ashlee , and Cameron. And then the other group is gonna be colten, kayden, hayden,  jace, zave, and kaci. Just by the presence of them. I know.. im a freak… I can sense what people are feeling and if the emotion is strong enough I can sense the reason their feeling it. I can “put out” my feelings and influence people, im amazing at persuasion, and when I get really angry I get these hot flashes where one of my eyes turns red and the other turns black. I grew up in a small town so everyone knew that about me. That’s the reason no one ever tried to make friends with me. Everyone was terrified of me. I only had two friends back home. Even my mum was afraid of me. The only person that didn’t seem to care about what I was able to do was my dad but he passed away almost a year ago.

“so… me, devon, drake, ashlee, and Cameron already started getting closer and we were wondering if you wanted to go out with us…. You don’t have to”

“id love to! where are we going ?”

“come on.. were trying to figure that out now” she grabbed my arm and loped it with hers and dragged me to her room where everyone was sitting around.

“so I was thinking of going out clubbing !”ashlee said.

“Ive never been to a club” I said. Everyone stared at me. I blushed

“we deff have to go thennn. Come on go get readyyyy” she said excitedly.

“im not sure if I have anything to wear”

“you can borrow something from me… in fact I have something in mind already” Shannon smiled

“ohkay thanks !” we walked to her room  and I sat on her bed as she went into her closet. Finally after what seemed like forever she came out with a polka dot mini dress and polka dot heels.

“here ya go ! go change or shower if you feel the need to” I practically skipped to my room, and headed for the walk in bathroom. I started the shower and peeled of my clothes stepping in. once I felt the hot water against my back I sighed in content. This felt so relaxing. I closed my eyes and what confused me is an image of colten popped into my head making my stomach do a flip. I wonder where he went.  By time I washed my hair, washed my body and conditioned my hair it was already 35 minutes. I shut the water off and stepped out. All of a sudden there was a blast of cold air. I looked up and screamed. There stood colten just blinking at me.

“get out !” I screamed

“hey it isn’t my fault ! its called lock the door !” he screamed back and walked out shutting the door behind him. Before he turned away I could have sworn I say his yes turn red.

~colten POV~

God she infuriates me ! i come back in the room wanting to check something in the mirror in the bathroom and there she stands… naked. I could feel the burn in my throat from just thinking about it.

“dude what the fuck happened ?” jace came running in asking

“what do you mean ?”

“I heard her scream and then I hear you scream something back and-… oh shit… “

“what ?” I was starting to get frusterated

“why are your eyes red what happened?”

“she happened !”

“dude that doesn’t really make sense… explain yourself?”

“you think I don’t know that doesn’t fucking make sense ?”

“ill leave you alone to calm down… when your ready come get me”

I ran a hand through my hair in frusteration

“oh babyyy what happened ?” I heard a girl ask trying to sound sexy. I turn and see cindy and she gasped “ohhh your hungryyy” she took her nail to the side of her neck and made a small cut and came crawling up to me on the couch. I watched as the blood trickled down her neck. I couldn’t help it the hunger got the best of me. I let my fang pierce through her skin and I groaned at the taste of her blood. I pulled away and she got ontop of me and took my shirt off. she started licking the blood off my lips. I heard a gasp from the doorway and I could feel hurt and anger radiate off her. I pushed cindy off of me.

“kendyll !” I called but she had already left

~kendyll POV~

I cant believe it. I cant fucking believe it. 

“kendyll” Shannon called from behind me and I turned “whats wrong ?”

“nothing im fine” I answered

“well then why are you crying?” I wiped at my face and felt the wetness of tears

“oh so I am”

“what happened ?”

“I don’t know… I have no idea why I got so angry and so hurt… its not like I know him”

“who ?”

“kendyll there you are !” colten walked up to us and said

“speak of the devil and he shall appear” I mumbled

“what ?”

“nothing.. anyway I have to go get ready” I walked into our room. He walked in behind me, I turned to him “what do you want?”

“to say sorr-“

“don’t apologize.. your not my boyfriend so it doesn’t matter” I thought I saw hurt flash through his eyes but im not sure it was gone too quick.

“well… still it must be kinda disturbing to walk in on that”

“to walk in on you shirtless ? yeahh it was gross”

“heyy !”

“whatever I have to get ready” I walked in the bathroom and he followed, I started applying my make up. He looked me over

“where are you going ?”

“clubbing with Shannon, devon, drake, ashlee, and Cameron”

“can I come ?”

“so I  have to keep thinking about what I saw ? id rather not”

“fine whatever” he walked out and laid on his bed

“are you ready ?” Shannon asked me

“hell yeah” I said and walked out with her

I was gonna upload every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday… this is like 2 hours late… im sooo sorry I was with my boyfriend and we kinda lost track of time ^^;

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