Save her from herself

Help Me April!

Monday june 23, 2016

Waking up I fucking hated it I feel like it's pointless for me I wake up to the same feeling everyday to the emptiness I feel inside to the hurt, misery etc you get the point. It's been this way since that day 5 years ago I lost everything and for what I have no reason to why everything and everyone I ever loved was taken away from me. I wish I would've stayed home from school with my family that day but I didn't I insisted on going to school being the goody good girl having straight A's cheer captain football captain for my boyfriend but that day everything was just gone in a blink of an eye.

Flashback
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5 years ago

"Mom I'm leaving for school patrick is here see you later love you" I said as I was walkig down the steps to the door.

"Okay honey see you later love you be safe" she smiled and gave me a hug and watched me as I got into patrick's car.

"Hey babe" he kissed me and i kissed back then he drove off to school the whole was there his phone keep going off and he would ignore it and I sneaked a look at the caller ID to see it's my friend jamie calling hmmm why won't he answer her he usually does.

As we pull up i see her standing the waiting okay some is seriously up with these to . " Hey patrick why does jamie keep calling you and now she is standing there waiting what's going on" I wonder if those rumors going around school oh well I'll find out soon enough.

" Babe she is just being herself just remember that whatever she says isn't true and that I love you" okay weird what the fuck is going on. He gets out the car and so do I then I notice jamie went up to him and slapped him so I ran over to where they was " Woah there jamie you cannot go around slapping people I get he was ignoring your calls but what's going on" she looked at me then back to him then smirked like wtf " Oh wonderful you brought your girlfriend to school well since she is here im going to tell her since you won't " I am fucking confused I looked back at him and in his eyes look like he reliazed he was about to loose everything " Well you see issalaya your oh so wonderful boyfriend went to a party with me about a month ago, we was both a lil drunk but we had already been going behind your back but the night of the party we fucked each other and have been since a month after your relationship started and no this bastard here doesn't want to help take care of the baby his baby that I'm now pregnant with". My heart fucking dropped out of my chest this man I planned a future with my dad even just told me he asked for my hand in marriage like what the fuck.

" Seriously patrick you fucking cheated for two and a half years, I gave to you everything I wasted fucking time on you every damn day, hmm maybe I should just get even and fuck your bestfreind " his eyes went wide the flash over to derrick his bestfreind I have been advoiding him because he simply told me that he was inlove with me and wished he had told me before " Oh but wait that's not it you got her pregnant what the fuck dude " by now the kids from school was circling around the four of us" wait you know what I'm not even gonna argue with you because I'm over it I asked you bout this shit last month and you lied so consider yourself dumped motherfucker" Tears started running down my face as I turn to leave to go to my classes then go home to my family .

In the middle of 5th period the dean called for me to come to the office so I did I never noticed the stares I was getting never understood them either. As I walk in I notice 2 officers standing the and my dean stood up and looked at me oh god this can't be good. "Issalaya thank you for coming now these officers here asked for you and they want to speak to you privately so you can use my office take a seat" I did as told tears trying not to break out I haven't stopped crying since this morning. Officer Mendez spoke first " Hi issalaya my name is manny and we are here of behalf of your family" he finished the sentence and panic started setting in" Is my family okay?" He sighed and shook his head. Then officer number 2 spoke.