Distance- a darydia fan fiction

i want to, but i cant

Daryl sat down next to Lydia. "Im proud.",

"Proud of what, daryl, i screwed up and something bad is going to happen.",

"Im proud of us, Lydia, not about what happened with Glenn and you. That we cant undo.",

"I know but i got him killed. I ignored Negan and got him killed.",

"Lets just focus on keeping you and our baby safe ok.",

"Fine. I love you.",

"I love you too",

Lydia kissed Daryls forehead and walked away.

*back to future*

"I want to go back to that time, son, and be happy again. I want to be proud again.",

"What happened?",

"Well. You wouldn't want to here it."

*back to past*

Lydia heard about a dozen cars near the gates. She climbed up the guard tower and saw a bunch of saviors, including Negan. He brought Maggie back. She was pissed off at Lydia, she was her friend but pissed off at her. Lydia opened the gate slowly. They walked in one by one. The front of the gates were packed.

"Wheres Rick huh?",

"He's-he-",

"I don't care take me to him.", Lydia walked Negan to Ricks house. She knocked on the door, her hands were trembling. A minute later Carl answered the door, zipping his trousers up.

"Lydia-- Negan... Whats up?", Negan barged through and went to Rick. Lydia looked down, she couldn't look at anyone anymore.

"Rick ya prick. I need you to get all your people lined up along the wall NOW. Or else I'll shoot Carl in the head.", Rick made an instant move and got everyone lined up, including himself holding Judith. Carl was holding his child too, next to Harriet of course.

"As most of you are aware, im Negan. You killed a shit ton of my men so i killed 2 of yours. Im going to make it more. You probably killed over a hundred men, but you dont have that much so im killing 8 more of you to make it 10. But not today, today is a day of warning. Be prepared, you could die. Now i know, lydia, your about to pop. But i dont care. You have your baby but you could still be killed. Babies ain't no exception to life. Welcome to the new world. Its not how it used to be. It never will be how it was before.", Judith started to cry,

"Negan, can i get her food from my bag, please?" Harriet cautiously asked,

"Yeah, sure, now a....",

"Thankyou". Harriet got the food and passed it over to Rick. Lydia became very pale and sweaty. She was in labour.

*back to future*

"Dad thats not bad.",

"Let me finish my story before she comes home",

*back to past*

"Wait, you know what, im killing 4 today and 4 tomorrow.",

"They all became sick." Lydia could feel the baby coming out. She tried to not let it. She slowly pulled her trousers down so it didnt suffocate. After a few minutes she had her baby in her arms. It was a boy, of course.

"Woah! What the hell?! Get her to a doctor and clean her up! Gross!" negan shouted. Denise and lydia walked to the infirmary to clean her up.

"Right. I need to kill four of you... Hmmmm", negan had made his decision. He told the four to kneel down. Every one began crying. It was so heart breaking.

The people were;
Maggie
Rosita
Daryl junior (carls baby)
Arron
(ok at this point i didnt know who to choose so i made them heart breaking characters and loved characters, if this is sad wait until the next day)

Carl wouldnt let his son go. Negan ragged him out of Carl's arms and put him on the floor. Harriet was broken and so was Carl. Daryl was too. He only cared about Lydia and his child at this moment.

He shot arron in the neck, then the head. He then stabbed Rosita in the head 3 times. He stabbed Maggie in the heart then in the head. He shot daryl juniors legs, then arms and then head. It was a blood bath, nobody wanted this day to be real. It was horrible. The rhee's and greenes were officially gone. Maggie was loved nobody wanted her to go nor anyone else but maggie was the best friend to most. The most loved.

"I've got to say that was fun. Especially killing the baby. Man that was the best part. Man im sorry carl, Harriet. But jeez that was great."

*to the future*

"I miss maggie, son, i miss everyone killed in those two days. Your cousin, daryl junior was as cute as your aunt.",

"Tell me more dad!",

"If you insist"

*to the past*

When negan had left. The bodies were cleaned up and buried. Carl and Harriet wouldnt stop hugging each other and crying. Rick just stood there staring into the distance. Face dripping tears. Daryl went to Lydia and told her. She showed Daryl the baby boy she had and the baby girl.

"I called them, merle and beth... Is that ok. I did it for you.",

"Thats... Ok", lydia clenched her chest. She gripped the table corner.

"Lydia!!! Denise what's up with her!?!?!", she fell back into Daryls arms. Denise checked her pulse.

"Im-im so sorry, daryl, she died of blood loss...",

"No! No! This cant be real," daryl pulled Lydias head to his neck and hugged her and rocked her side to side. His face was completely filled with tears. "Lydia please. You cant do this not now. What about the future we planned. Our children will have no mother. I will be alone. Lydia i love you. I never got to say goodbye. I can't let this happen. I love you so much my angel. My life. I'll always love you. No body else but you." he hugged her but she never woke up. He was sat for 2 hours straight hugging her until Rick made him take her to her grave. They buried her and he sat down next to her grave and cried. Rick comforted him.

"Im so sorry Daryl. I really am. I can see this is hard, i know the feeling." rick gave Daryl a side hug and helped him onto his feet. He took him home.

*future*

Daryl wiped his eyes.

"Thats how i lost your mother... I cant tell you anymore. Your sister is home with uncle Carl and your cousin Judith. She wont want to hear none. She is easily upset. Come on now get to bed", daryl picked his son up. He took him to his room, Harriets old room. He tucked him in and carl tucked beth in. They gave them kisses on their foreheads and left the room.