I miss you , it's been so long . I didn't think I would miss you this much . You not meant for me , I don't want you but I cant get you out of my head. I never know if i want to leave or to go . I'm addicted to you , I think about you when someone's talking to me , I dream bout you almost every night. I often fantasie about you when I'm suppose to be working. But it's whatever you don't want me like i want you , you dont crave me like I crave you. You don't feel the emptiness I feel. Do you even feel.? I'm so mad at you but I'm even more mad at myself but I fell for you , I wanted you more den I wanted myself , I thought about you more than I worry about myself. I crave you more than I crave food . I want you more then I want air.... but you don't feel the same. I don't think you will ever understand..... the dreams i have you feel so real , i never thought I could miss anyone the way I miss you . Your kisses, your hugs , nothing else matter to me. I want you back , I want us back , I want it like it used to be ..... I'm back and forth on what I should do , how I should feel , how I should handle all of this . I hate when your gone but im not mad when you leave ...
