Loving can Hurt-The Dolan Twins

Chapter 1

My name is Caitlyn Elizabeth Dolan. Yes....Dolan. I'm the Dolan Twins youngest sister. I have Brown Hair and hazel eyes just like the twins. I am 12 years old. But my life isn't all perfect...

When my brothers got famous.....people would push me around and call me names that were very hurtful. I never told anyone because I thought that it was no big deal. This has been going on since i was 9 years old. Now...on to the story.

It was the first day of Seventh grade and I was terrified. Of Savanah, the cheer captain. Apparently my family could tell I was nervous just by looking at me. "You'll be fine, I promise" Ethan whispers to me softly so our dad doesn't hear. Grayson put his hands on my shoulders as if he telling me to be careful.

We finally got to school and dropped me off. The twins both have me a peck on the cheek at the same time before closing the door and driving of. I looked at my itching wrists trying to remember the last time I cut. A hard shove interrupted my thinking.

It was Savanah and her squad of bleach blonde bimbos. "Move slut. No one wants your fat ass. Just kill yourself already. Whore" she said while spiting on me then walking away.

I got up and ran to the bathroom. I got out my blade the I always kept in my bookbag and put it to my wrists. "I'm sorry" I whispered. I felt a sense of relief when I saw the blood dripping down my arm. I cleaned my arm and headed to 1st period.

*TIME SKIP*

I was waiting for my mom to arrive with the twins to pick me up when I saw Savanah. She walked over to me and did her routine. Pushing me down, kicking me, insulting me, spiting on me, the punching me. She usually left a black eye or a few bruises and additionally at times a broken rib or two.

She saw a car pull up and she bolted down the sidewalk. Then I realized who it was.....

My brothers.

They pulled me up off the sidewalk and looked at my face to see all the damage. "Caitlyn?" Grayson asked. "Who was that?" I was to ashamed to say anything until Ethan spoke up. "Hey Gray...why is her wrists bleeding?" He asked looking as if he'd seen a ghost. Their faces went pale and Grayson moved out of the way so Ethan could look at my arms.

He slowly rasied up my sleeves and they both had tears in there eyes. "Why?" Grayson asked. I looked at my feet and said "It helps me ignore the pain inside." After a while of silence I looked up and saw that they were crying.

"Please don't tell mom about this." I begged softly. They looked at me with symphony and said "We have to. We want you to stop hurting yourself because we need our baby sister. And we can't have her if you keep doing this."

Ethan's POV

My baby sister. One of the sweetest, kindest, most beautiful and awkward people I've ever meet that is funny yet serious. She does this to herself. And we had to find out like this. We decided not to tell mom about it because I said we should wait and see if WE ourselves can help her.

As we were driving I kept thinking about this. My sister has been slowly dying inside and nobody knew about this. For all her life I just wanted her safe. When she was born I thought that one day when she grows up, the lad she marries will be the luckiest man alive.

My train of thoughts stopped when Caitlyn said something. "Why didn't mom pick me up?" To be honest I wasn't really sure. She just left the car at the parking lot and told us to be careful. "I don't know. But I think she's at home." I said.

Caitlyn POV

They found out. It's over now. I don't have to hide anymore. But they found out like this. I wanted help but I know that Savanah wouldn't stop. To her the whole universe adored her.

We pulled up in the drive way of our home. I didn't have to guts to talk to my mom so I ran upstairs and slammed my door shut. They are going to tell mom and then she'll get mad. I love her to much to hurt her like this. I didn't want to hurt her like this at all.

There was a knock on my door and it opened softly. I looked up and saw Ethan standing there with bloodshot eyes. He came and day down beside me on my bed

"Can you tell me why you did this?" He asked while pointing at my arms. I felt terrible so I gave in and just broke down. "People have been just so mean ever since you and Gray got popular. They would call me rude names and push me in the halls. I never understood why but I believed all the things they said." I admitted while crying.

Eth didn't get mad or anything, he just sat beside me, hugging me and reassuring me that it'll be alright. I missed doing this actually. Sometimes me, Eth and Gray would just sit in the living room and cuddle.

He held me for about an hour until I started getting tired. I was about to fall asleand I heard Eth say "Caitlyn I love you. None of those things are true. Please don't hurt yourself anymore..." His voice trailed off as I fell asleep