Crazy (Cameron Boyce)

Chapter 14: left unspoken

Cameron starts singing Lego House by Ed Sheeran to me.

I'm gonna pick up the pieces,

And build a Lego house

If things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,

There's one thing on my mind

It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm

If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind

I'll do it all for you in time

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now, now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers

And colour you in

If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before

Now I'll surrender up my heart

And swap it for yours

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind

I'll do it all for you in time

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

Don't hold me down

I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm

If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind

I'll do it all for you in time

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done I will love you better now

By now I have stopped crying and have calmed down but Cameron still rocks me backwards and forwards like a small child.

Cameron kisses my forehead and holds me tighter. He always knows what to do even without words. He's so amazing and I just... Love him.

"What's happened babe?" Cameron asks me and I tell him everything. He just sits and listens to every word I'm saying and I love him for that. He doesn't butt in, he just listens.

"It's alright beautiful. I'm not going to say you'll be ok but this doesn't deserve to happen to you or your mom. I'm here for you, ok? Maya is here for you. My mom and dad to." Cameron tells me but I already knew that but I just nod.

I say the worlds I have been wanting to say for weeks..."I love you Cameron"

"I love you to Zoe, more than you will ever know" Cameron says tilting my head up and kissing me. This kiss is sweet and passionate and just... Perfect.

All my worries and fears fade away as Cameron and I kiss like as long as I'm with him I will be safe. I love this freckled, gorgeous, sweet, loveable boy known as Cameron Boyce.

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Sorry if there are any mistakes but here is an update yay! probably the last one before I go back to school... NOOOOO!! I don't wanna go back 😭. Love you all, thanks for voting. I'm in year 9 this year so that means more homework and more exams but apparently it's a fun year minus the things I mentioned so I might sometimes be a bit late with updates through the year, but hopefully not.