Words I say I say so you can hear me yell for you. The things I say might make no since but I hope you stay and hear me as I speak for you and your words to be said back that you want me back. You might not care but I speak this things and say things words for your eyes to light up again the that bright light of hope and joy and yet the light is gone. I will stay by you hoping for the words I say to put he light back in your eyes and to feel the warmth in your embrace and to hear the word in my ear one more time as you say goodbye for the last time and you hear my Cry from the corner you walk to, to leave me in the shadows of my mind and to drowned in my thoughts. Even though I know your gone I stay hope and cry out for help even though I'm lost and for ever gone and lost in the shadowed mind and thoughts that have been forgotten in the deep cavity of the mind I keep locked up in back of my heart/mind. In never forgotten the warmth of your arms and your hand on my hand and your embrace and smell of the love in the air and the words you'll speak when you see me cry and the things you say to makes e calm down in a fight, also the way you never let my love faze you in the lies and the and thoughts you thing. Word are word and the words I mm saying are the truth that you let me think in my endless mind stream asking my self why won't you come back. But yet you come back as you say I love you and all I think is you let me done once and not that you love me again how long until you don't love me again and you finally move on and finally leave my heart as I start it cry again you say "the next time I won't love you is when I'm dead and gone but even then I will never make the mistake again by making you cry once more" as you speak in my ear all I can do is sit and feel my heart beat a million miles per hour you press your head against my chest and say "I feel your heart beat only for me and this is the reason I will never leave again the reason I love you your heart is mine and my heart is yours" i still can't speak as my face turns a bright red. You just smile and wait until my I can speak again, and I say "my heart is beating faster then the speed of light but I can't love you again nor can I say goodbye" but he stops my words with sigh and speaks the one thing that made me love him again and want the love he was trying to give me those words were "the only person I will ever love more then you is a little girl and she will call you mommy" as these word reach my ears I still sit there more red then be for I felt as if I was going to explode in the fear of my own words as I say "what the hell you say this but I am afraid of the future -with tears running down my face- I don't know if I'll be there to watch all the things you say come to pass.
