she is the one who cares too much
about family, friends, and her appearance
she worries she'll hurt her family if they found out how she really felt
she worries her friends are sinking and all she can do is watch
she worries others hate her and in turn hates herself
she just wants a break
she loses interest in what she loves
family, friends, art
she stops caring about it all
all but how much she wants a break
she just wants a break
she's sitting on her bed
she's crying, but doesn't know why
she's so tired
she slumps over as the drugs settle in
she lays still
she just wanted a break
she just broke
