Empty

My so called family

A dark empty shell of a body that is filled with guilt and remorse a small shrunken heart. As I was laying in my bed that's all I could think of, no emotion I feel like a robot. I could hear my parents yelling and my sister crying. "Can i escape? Nobody will miss me not my parents not my "friends" nobody." I looked at my window that black empty window that i've been pondering about, "I could do it right now open the window pack some things nobody would know anyway." I had so much food and many containers in my room a wad of money that nobody knows about. I heard my parents yell my name. I walked down the stairs in fear i could see them fall down drunk and my 9 year old sister looked at me with hate filled eyes " What did I do?" It was a massacre I was barraged with insults and yelled at I ran upstairs and i decided I was leaving