Rainbow

(Trigger warning)

Its like everything stoped people where against straight people you have to be gay or you will get bullied yes I was gay but the thing is I wasnt against straight people.

"Dan you have to go to the lester family today me and your mum has work." I look up at her "okay." My other mum walks in "my son isn't going to the Lester 'family' his mum and dad are bad influence on him and he will grow up straight." My mum was one of those people who where against straight people and I hated it
"They are people too and if you dont like it you can stop being a mum of are son!" My mums always fight like this they always would say a few things about them and then they would be happy. "Fine you can go Dan but dont turn out like them." My mum gave me a warning I get up and get my bag and walk over to the door and walk out. The lester family was like my other family but I had a mum and dad and not two mum's. I really never seen their son he was out smoking weed with his friends or taking over a girl or boys body I only seen him once and that is when his mum asked if he was going to eat dinner with us and he said no he didnt see me by he knows I go there. I was at the door I didnt know if they was here or not but I get nervous about coming here a lot. I knock on the door and stand with my bad on my shoulder their son didnt dress how they act he had coloures on hafe of the time and the only time he had all black on was when he came home from a girl or boy. The door opens all I seen was blue eyes and white skin it was like snow in front of me was Phil Lester his eyes was amazing. "They arnt here so its just me and you." I look at him "anyways why do someone have to watch you your 16 and you are old enough. " I space out thinking of that time my family seen me cut my wrist and just smile at the pain I couldn't tell him that I had to make something up "Because." He looks at me and shakes his head he steps aside and lets me in I step into the house the wooden floor was turning black in some spots. "So just make yourself at home like you always do im going to be in the kitchen if you want food just ask." Phil was being so nice he never talked to me and I honestly didnt know how to act unless "im good." I say but honestly I dont eat like I eat but very little I knew what he was doing I knew he was trying to get in my pants but im going to make him work for it (wow Dan you need Jesus)
"Okay." He smiles at me and walks to the kitchen I go to the couch and sit down turning the tv on and I look around I didnt really like tv I wasnt just going to watch it I wanted to seem like i was "hey." Phil sits down with food in his hand and he sits down "hi." I say my eyes still scanning the room I didnt really mind talking to Phil but I was kinda upset that he was trying to get onto me and try to make me happy "so how long have you knew about what im trying to do to you?" He asks ir sound so wrong but I knew it was supposed to "I knew from the start." He looks at me "Well your smart arn't you." He smirked maybe Phil was getting into my head or maybe I was getting sick but my stomach had butterflys flying around and I hated it I didnt want it but Phil he had a infect on me. "Well you want to hang out?" he puts the food to the side I look at him and smile "I promise I wont do anything we can just hang out." He says u smile we both had school in a little and we both had the same classes but one I had art and he had gym. "We have school in a little you want to hang out in classes rd sneek out?" He laughs "wow Dan Howell the bad guy." I look at him and stick my toung out at him "we can sneek out." I smile at him "Well lets go." I pick my bag up and get up "At lest let me act like we are dating...." he stoped me just to say that me and him only knew each other for a little and he was already a asking me that I huff "I guess." He smiles and grabs my hand "Okah lets go." I didnt know why he was doing this but I was okay with it I was okay with his hand in mine the way he looks at me the way he smiles "Dan?" I look at him "Are you okay?" I didnt know how to say that I was craving to see blood come out of my wrist to see pills in my hand "Yeah im fine." And then we stoped he looks at me "tell me what's wrong." How did he know I faked the smile I sounded happy "Noth-." I get cut off "Dan I know that your not there is no need into lying if you want me to let go of your hand I can." I didnt want him to let go he pulls makes are hand separate but I pick his hand up fast and hold it "No dont let go." He smiles at me "Okay I wont." "Phil I want to go back to your house." I didnt want to fo to school I didnt have a jacket or long sleeves on I dont know how he didnt see the scares or the new cuts on my arm but he didnt.

Being with him makes me think about my life and I hated it but at the Sam time bung with Phil made me be in heaven

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Hello so new story yaya but also this isn't like my other ones they are not going to be like this trust me I know this is kinda like a coming out story yep im bi im not straight I been in the closent for 3 years xD
But thanks for reading this im going to make this a bit sad at the end
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Byeeeeeeeeee