Lost time memory - Suicide!Karamatsu AU [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 1 : Ichimatsu

"Oi, don't run so fast! You know that I'm not into sports."

"Haha! Sorry, but you have to build those muscles if you wanna be a hero! Hahaha!"

"B-but!!"

"C'mon! Follow me!"

The two brothers run down the  hill with smiles on their faces. How delightful it is.
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'"Trash. Unburnable trash that has no will to live. That is who I am." Ichimatsu said to himself while sitting in the corner of the living room by himself. His parents were out and god knows where they went. His other five trashy brothers were out too. Osomatsu went to play pachinko, Shittymatsu's probably searching for his Karamatsu girls  in the city, Choromatsu went to Nyaa-chan's concert, Jyushimatsu is definitely praticing his baseball swings at the field and Todomatsu is going on a date right now.

"Tch....losers..." Ichimatsu said with the thought of his brothers. These sextuplets are famous of their trouble making talent and their only status being NEETs in the family. The other people that live in Akatsuka Yard usually see them as siblings with no feelings or talents, but what they don't know is their private life and their feelings inside.

Suddenly, Ichimatsu's thought is cut by a loud boom at the door and heavy loud footsteps, as if that person is running around.

"I'm home, muscle!!!"

"Oh, it's just Jyushimatsu." Ichimatsu thought. He watch as Jyushimatsu burst through the living room's door while chanting his moto. "Hustle,hustle! Muscle,muscle! Hustle,hustl- Oh! Ichimatsu-niisan! You're home!"

"...yeah," Ichimatsu said softly. Jyushimatsu is probably the only brother that he actually liked  despite of his opposite trait from Ichimatsu. He is the only nicest one in the family.

"What are you doing all day, Ichimatsu-niisan?"

"......me..?"

"Ya! Ya! Like feeding the cats at the cat alley or playing with them! Ichimatsu-niisan likes cats! Right?"

"Oh, uh I-"

"I'm home~!"

Once again, Ichimatsu is cut off by something.

"Welcome home, Totty!"

"Oh, hey Jyushimatsu-niisan, Ichimatsu-niisan."

Todomatsu gestures a wave to both Jyushimatsu and Ichimatsu."Great, the satan has arrive. How wonderful,"  Ichimatsu thought to himself. He wouldn't dare to say that thought out loud in front of Todomatsu, because he knew what will Todomatsu do if he hears any of it and that is; burning Ichimatsu alive with his cats without any regrets.

"Aah, I didn't win any luck today!"

"Oh, I know who's that whine belongs to..."  Ichimatsu thought with a grunt. "Oh, hi, Osomatsu-niisan." Todomatsu said rolling his eyes. "Hi! Hi! Osomatsu-niisan!!" 

"Suuppp- oh I didn't see you there Ichimatsu, hi." Ichimatsu replied with a grunt. "I see you are the same as always." Osomatsu chuckled.

"I'm baaack."

"What's up, Fappymatsu."

"How you doin', Risingfappyski?"

"Fap! Fap! Haha! Hi! Niisan!!"

"HEY!! How many times have I told you guys to not call me that!!" Choromatsu yelled with his face full of red color. "Aww~ why~? Are you embarassed that I once caught you jer-"

"I SAID STOP."

"Haha!! Okay, haha!" Osomatsu replied while goofing off and laughing like a maniac. "Well..welcome to our household I guess...."  Ichimatsu ponders.

"... I'm home," Ichimatsu knew who that voice belongs to and the first thing he do is ignores it unlike the others. His other brothers also do the same, no one replied to that deep voice.

"How are you doing in this fine evening, my buraza~!" Karamatsu greets while posing in front of the door. Ichimatsu seems to notice that the others rolled their eyes in irritation. "...ugh, so painful.." Todomatsu said cringing.

"I could agree with Totty...ugh," He admits one hundred percent that the second oldest brother, Karamatsu, is painful and cringey. His wanna-be-tough-guy act didn't make him look tough at all, but otherwise, it made him looked like a total failure and painful to look at that you just want to punch him. He's trash. Just like all of them. But he is a bigger trash.

From the corner of Ichimatsu's eyes he swears that he saw Karamatsu's eyes turning dull and his expression.... it's not like him at all...it's stoic..and lifeless.... "What the hell was that...I swear I saw his expression turning... I don't know, why should I care about him anyway,"  Ichimatsu thought to himself raising an eyebrow." Maybe I'm just imagining shits...."

Karamatsu then leave the  other five clones of his and went to the bathroom with no words.

"I swear to god, Karamatsu is so painful I nearly broke a rib!"

"Well, he's always like that since highschool, right?"

"Painful! Painful! Haha!!"

"He is so gross..ew.."