DAN'S POV
My alarm starting buzzing at about six in the morning. Why the fuck is this ringing this early, I thought. I hoped that it didn't wake Phil up. I shuffled out of bed in my loose boxers, then threw on a tee shirt and made my way out of my bedroom. I noticed the flickering light of our flatscreen in the living room, Phil was awake. He was curled up on the couch, clutching his Totoro in between his legs and he had his arms wrapped around it. I wish Phil would hug me like that, I thought.
I made my way around the back of the couch and sat down on the other end of the couch where Phil sat. He had the TV turned down really low so it wouldn't wake me up, which I thought was fucking adorable. I sat down and curled up in a ball, still very tired.
"What are you doing up so early?" Phil asked.
"I don't know, I must have set my alarm too early." I replied.
"Oh, I'm sorry." Phil said, his beautiful blue eyes opened wide and stared at me with sincerity.
"Why are you up already?" I asked.
"Couldn't sleep." Phil replied.
My eyes surveyed him. I wanted to know what he was thinking. Did he like me, the way I like him? Is he even gay? I loved him, that's all I knew.
PHIL'S POV
Dan looked depressed, as usual as of late. I wanted to cuddle up with him to comfort him, but I thought he might think that I'm some gay freak and not want to be with me or even talk to me ever again. I guess you can't help who you fall in love with, but I sometimes wish I wouldn't fall in love with a guy I couldn't have.
"Are you okay, Dan?" I asked. Hoping for him to spill his heart out to me.
"I'm fine." He replied, obviously hiding something from me.
"Dan, you can tell me anything." I told him. I smiled at him, hoping to give him some level of comfort, for he obviously needed it.
"Not anything." He replied. I thought I saw a faint tear peaking his eyelid. It might sound bad, but I hoped that he was going to cry. If he cried, I would have an excuse to hold him and comfort him. I loved that.
"Yes, Dan, anything!" I reassured him. I was hoping that he was going to tell me that he loved me and wanted to be with me forever. Little did I know that maybe, just maybe, my dreams would come true.
DAN'S POV
I held back the tears as long as I could, but my eyes just broke and I couldn't hold them back anymore. Phil looked at me with sincerity and care. I could tell that he, my best friend, genuinely cared about me and how I felt.
PHIL'S POV
I slid over to the middle of the couch so I was closer to Dan. I knew he was upset, but I didn't know why. I was determined to find out. I leaned over to rest my head on his shoulder and I dropped my Totoro and wrapped my arms around him. He rested his head on my shoulder, I ran my fingers to his un-straightened hair.
"Please tell me what's wrong so I can help." I pleaded.
"This." He replied quietly.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I was just-" I pulled myself away mid-sentence.
"No!" He pleaded and pulled me back closer to him. "What I'm saying is, I don't want this to end." He answered.
"Are you serious?" I questioned.
"I'm sorry." He said.
"No, don't be. I love you. I love you more than life itself. I've always loved you. I just want to love you forever." I cried, wrapping my arms around him and hugging him softly. His hair pressed against my cheek and I loved that. I kissed the top of his head and we interlocked our fingers together. Young. Rebellious. In love. This was the best moment of my life.
DAN'S POV
My heart was pounding. Tears rushing down my face like a waterfall. I couldn't believe that Phil and Me were finally together. It was the best feeling ever.
"I-I love you, Phil." I said softly.
"I love you too. Why did we wait this long to realize that our love is real?" I replied.
"I don't know, but I'm glad this is happening right here, right now." He said.
"Me too." I replied.
Phil grabbed both of my hands and threw his right leg over my lap, now sitting on top of my crotch. I could feel my erection growing quickly. Phil wiped the tears off of my cheeks then began to moisten my skin again with kisses. His soft lips grazed my blushing cheeks. I craved his lips on mine. I wanted to know what his mouth tasted like.
He gently slipped his tongue in my mouth and I smiled slightly, pleased with his choice of action. Our tongues danced around in each other's mouthes for a while before we made our way down the hallway into his bedroom. Before he could lay down I pulled his tee shirt off, revealing his slim, adorable body. He did the same to me. We fell onto his bed, still kissing. I lay on top of him and pulled the sheets over my back to keep us both warm.
PHIL'S POV
I couldn't believe this was happening. I'm so madly in love with him I can't even handle it. Dan wrapped his arms around me so tight I could almost feel his pulse. I felt a tear drop onto my face. He was crying.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Yes, I'm just-this, I can't believe it is happening. I love you so much. So, so much." He replied with adorable passion.
I smiled and kissed him in silent response.
I kissed his neck for what seemed like hours. I felt like time stood still. I felt like I was on top of the world. He pushed me down so I was laying flat on the bed. He lowered himself closer to me. Every part of our skin now touching. He curled off to one side and wrapped his arms around me. I loved this. This moment. We were no longer Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil, now we were just two beings in love.
DAN'S POV
It was perfect. We expressed our love for each other in the most beautiful way possible. We both lay their in one tired and sweaty ball. Our legs interlocked and our hands almost woven together. It was amazing. I love him. He loves me. This is perfect. We are perfect. Now, we are two beings in love.
