Beautiful Disaster

Chapter 1

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This story will contain aspects about addiction as well as sexual themes. If you may be triggered by the means of me writing about addiction or rape DO NOT read this story. I will also be including sexual situations. Now that i have warned you that i will be writing about some sensitive topics please do not report my story as i have advised you previously of what will be within this story. So without further or do please enjoy my first story of many... Beautiful Disaster. 

( the header image is what Skylar looks like )

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Skylar's POV

I woke up and stretched out in my bed as I looked up at my ceiling within my dorm, I couldn't believe I had just moved in yesterday and today was would be my first day at NYU as a freshman. Usually people would think I would be terrified for my first day of college but I was the complete opposite. I was extremely excited and comfortable with being here since I came here with my best friend Collin Matthews.  We have known each other since middle school and we have become closer as the years crept on. I slipped out of bed and picked up my phone that rested on the bed side table. I smiled to myself seeing that Collin had texted me.

"Huge party tonight at the Frat House off Campus, pick you up at 8:00? The theme is hoes and CEO's so dress appropriately ;)" 

I giggled to myself and shook my head "There is so way I'm dressing like a slut for my first college party" I mumbled under my breath as I began to rummage through my closet to find something to wear to the party tonight. I glanced back over my shoulder and saw that the clock read 7:45 am. Oh shit I have class at 8:00 I need to get to class! I grabbed my bag that had my textbook inside and quickly headed out my room making sure to stay as quiet as possible since my roommate was still sleeping. I headed down the staircase as quick as possible and out the door toward the building my class was being held in. As I arrived to class just in time I climbed the stairs to take a seat in the back of the lecture hall and sat down. I pulled my laptop out of my bag and placed it on my lap and opened it up and began to take notes as the professor began his lecture. The entire time I could feel eyes staring at me from a distance, I glanced up from my computer and saw a guy quickly look away from me and back at his computer. I smiled to myself and continued taking notes, I kept glancing up at the guy who was dressed a bit oddly for class. He was wearing a hat with the brim pulled down far one this face with a dark hoodie with the hood popped up over his hat, it seemed as if he was trying to hide something but what could that possibly be?

Justin's POV

I quickly snapped my head back around as the blonde girl saw me staring at her. I couldn't help it, she was so... pure looking. She had a natural glow that came off her skin and her hair was such a beautiful blonde color it looked golden, and her eyes, oh my god her eyes were the bluest blue I have ever seen in my entire life. I couldn't stop looking at her she was so beautiful. 

As she caught me staring I quickly turned back around and payed attention to my computer. My manager was already against me wanting to attend an actual university. He thought that it would put me in danger since if anyone actually figured out who I was they were swarm me, but that didn't stop me. I wanted to try and have as much of a normal life as possible, no matter the consequences. As class ended I quickly got up and gathered my things and left well before the blonde beauty could come over and talk to me, that the last thing I needed was a girl to find out who I am and bring attention to me. I was done with classes for the day so I went to my car and threw my backpack in the backseat and climbed in the drivers side and headed to my penthouse that was right down the street. 

Skylar's POV

It was now 6:00 and Collin would be here in less than 3 hours to pick me up and god knows it takes me forever to get ready. I sighed as I slipped off my bed and went back over to my closet and began rummaging through it to find something to wear. "Hoes and CEOS I don't think so" I said to myself "Thats just an excuse for boys to try and get girls to wear little to nothing." I sighed and kept looking and couldn't find anything that was cute yet not slutty, thats all I needed was a upperclass frat guy to try and come onto me the first night on campus. 

I finally picked out a little black dress and slipped it on, I smiled at myself in the mirror and nodded in approval. I paired it with some cheetah print pumps and curled my long blonde hair in loose curls. I checked my phone when it was around 7:30 waiting for the text from Collin saying he was waiting outside. 

Finally when Collin texted me I headed downstairs and out the door to meet him. "Damn Sky you look sexy as hell" he said to me as I climbed in his car. "shut up you can't say that to me" I said as I turned a sheet of red. "Oh Skylar loosen up you look hot and you should take pride in that" he said and winked at me, I rolled my eyes and looked out the window as we drove. When we finally arrived we had to park really far down the street from the Frat since there were tons of cars lining up and down the street. Collin and I got out of the car and walked toward the frat house. I felt more and more uncomfortable as we got closer since multiple guys were looking at me up and down and whispering things to their friends as we walked by, were they good things? were they bad? When we finally got into the house I relaxed a bit more. I walked to the bar and got a drink and started dancing and getting more drinks as I finished them... Later on my head was pounding and the room was spinning and I knew that I was way past drunk. I stumbled to the closest room I could find and kicked off my pumps and climbed into the bed and laid down, before I knew it I passed out. 

It felt like forever that I was asleep, and I probably would have stayed asleep if i wasn't woken up by.. and uncomfortable feeling. My eyes fluttered open as I felt someones hands gliding against my skin. When my eyes were completely open I noticed that someone was on top of me. "Stop, Please" I begged as I felt their hands violating me and touching me in places i didn't want to be touched. "Stop, No don't!" I screamed before the guy slipped his hand over my mouth "Shhh sky this will be our little secret" the guy said. I knew that voice... It was someone I knew... I tried to focus on the face in front of me but everything was spinning and I couldn't scream due to a massive hand covering my face. He pulled my panties off my hips from under my dress and to my ankles, I began to cry as I knew what was going to happen, I squirmed underneath him trying to break free from his hold but he had me pinned underneath him, I could barley move since his grip around my neck was so tight. I could barley breathe, the only defense I had were my hands  I tried clawing him and breaking free but he was too strong... I looked up at the mans face again and I was shocked... It was Collin... My best friend that I have known for years, the person I felt the safest around... was about to rape me and there was nothing I could do to stop it...