Bullied by my crush // h.s

College.

Isn't it crazy how the years go by that fast. It's like I can remember kindergarten just yesterday and now I'm off to college. I wonder how it's gonna be knowing new kids and all. My friends and I used to be the , I guess you can say "popular kids" at school , but I don't like to be called a popular person knowing that I used to be the biggest dork of them all when I was younger. So when your called popular your known to be mean to the less known kids around the school. I'm not like that. I know how it is to be in that position and I will not be the one to be a bully. My mind stopped wondering because I heard a knock at my door.

"Hannah you up sweetheart.?" My mom says through my room door. It sounds like she's crying.

"Yes mama." I get up out of bed and open my door to see my mom crying tears.

"Oh mama don't cry please." I took her in my arms. I knew this was going to happen. The day when I move out of my mama's house and go off to my own.

"I can't stop. I knew this day was going to come and I hate to see my last child go off to college." She lifts her head off my shoulder and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I have brothers too. Two of them matter of fact. One is in college and the other one in the military.

"I know mama and I hate to go but you still get to drive me up there." I said kissing her back.

"Oh yes honey well you go ahead and get ready I'll make breakfast before we head out." She heads out and shuts the door.

When she gets out I burst into tears. I hate the fact that I'm leaving my mom we've been close we're like best friends. Ever since Dad died she has been the only one by my side. I wiped my tears and grabbed my towel and wash rag to take a shower. I wash my hair and everything else and turn the shower off.  I step out and wrap my towel around my body and put my lace undergarments on. I decided to wear a black halter top , some light blue skinny jeans ripped at the knees , and some black solid combat boots. I head back to the bathroom to blow dry and straighten my hair and to finish my look I put a little eyeliner on.?When I'm done I look in the mirror and do a little spin. Perfect. I close my bathroom door and take my luggage in my hands. Man I have so many bags. I decided to hang one bag on one shoulder and one on the other then I roll both of my suitcases in my hands. It was a struggle getting down the stairs but I got it eventually.

"Whoosh that was a killer walk down the stairs." I said dropping all my bags down on the floor , straightening my back.

"Oh Hannah you should've called me up to help you with the bags." She said looking up at me while eating bacon off the plate.

"Oh and I see you didn't tell me when the breakfast was ready you know I love my bacon hot!" I walk over pouting , sitting next to my mom. We have like ten minutes to kill before she drops me off at the school.

"Well it's not like it's really cold." She says squeezing my cheeks. "Better eat it before we take off." I just sit back and eat my food. Me and my mom spoke about when she's visiting , how her college years was , and tells me she wants me to focus on my grades.

"You know I want the best for you Hannah and I expect you to focus on your school work." My mom says putting the dishes in the sink. "I know what it's like growing up. You get you know. Curious. Look I just don't want you to make the wrong choices."

"I'm not mom don't worry." I sigh and get up to grab my bags. "We should get going ill be in the car ; mind helping with my bags?" I said to her trying to get out this house.

"No I don't. I'll be out just gotta grab my purse." She says smiling at me.

"Okay." And with that I put my bags in the back seat and got in the car. What does she expect me to be some kind of bookworm. I have a life too! I can party and have a little fun is that a big deal?

When my mom locked the door she put the rest of my bags in the back seat , got in and we took off.

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About 1 hour later we make it to the parking lot at the school and kids are getting in the building I'm guessing trying to find the dorms. LCA college is a 1 hour drive from my house there was no need to take a plane like most of these people probably did.

"I guess this is it." I say looking up at the school. Wow it's huge but it is California so.

"I love you Hannah I will call you everyday." She hugs me and kisses me goodbye.

"I love you too mom." I hug her back. A tear fell down my cheeks but I wiped it fast enough so that she couldn't see it.

I grab all my bags and head up to the main lobby.

Hey guys this is my first chapter tell me what you think :)) don't worry it will be longer chapters as I go