chapter 1

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Samantha's POV

It's Tuesday night and I'm doing what any normal teenager will do. Lay in bed and manage an fanaccount.

Mom: Samantha can you come for a second

Me: sure

Mom: can you pass me that remote *points to the remote TWO FEET IN FRONT OF HER*

Me: You have got to be kidding me *walks away*

I get back to my room and get a notification

*Shawn Mendes has posted a new photo*

I get all excited and see Shawn posted a photo with him and his family with the caption spending our vacation in Florida

OMG THAT'S WHERE I LIVE
Stay calm Sam Florida is huge he's probably going to Orlando or Miami  your not going see him as I thought of those words I get so sad

I spoke to myself wow I'm never going meet him I'm never going get notice by him he will never know I exist if he ever saw me he will scream of how ugly I am

I lay on my bed trying not to cry anyone who doesn't know the struggle of loving someone who will never love you back will never understand what we go through every day hoping that he will like a picture retweet a tweet follow you anywhere so many different accounts yet everyone wants the same thing. Whith these thoughts in my head I felt asleep.
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Wow I read this and this was  really deep it's 1:50 in the morning real feelings come out at night - Samantha 👑

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