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justin's pov
thirty days left

"justin? are you alright?"

my back got hot, and i felt small beads of sweat come down my forehead.

"it's 3 am, and you haven't fell asleep, and your sweating like crazy."

i felt tears spring in my eyes, and my my sobs getting caught up in my throat.

i finally let it all out, and put my hands over my face.

"i-i just wanted you to love me, was that really hard to do?"

ava sighed and scooted closer to me, stroking my hair from the back.

"justin, please, it was a mistake, i love you."

i felt my crying slow down, and i looked up at our ceiling, "you say you love me, but i know it doesn't work that way."

ava sighed, and ran her hand through her hair.

"i need you to know something, important."

"and what is that, justin?" she sighed.

"i'm leaving, in thirty days." i breathed out, while tears came into my eyes.

ava laid there, with complete silence.

and in that moment, it hit me harder.
she didn't care, & she never has.

the sad part is, she made me believe she did.

hi. sorry this chapter kinda sucks. this is kinda a filler. anyway, love you all!
nat.