Meeting him again

Why him? || chapter 1 ||

~(Y/N)'s POV~

,BEEP BEEP BEEEP,
your alarm clock rang and you tiredly turned it off and got up, you dragged your feet across the room and opened the door still half assleep and went to the bathroom to take a shower. you did the things that you normally do as you Finnish and walk out with a towel covering your body, as you went back to your room and put on some comfortable clothes because you didnt care and you didnt have to impress anyone. you packed the last things and took your luggage downstairs grabbing an apple and walking outside and put the luggage in the car and sigh " welp here we go " it was your first day at your new dorm and you where sharing an room with a boy and Ofc you weren't happy about that, your dad is well... dead and you have a necklace on everyday that he owned and you sometimes cry if you think of him and your mom is a busy business woman so you said goodbye to her the night before and your single asf because a guy named namjoon cheated on you in high school but he just said that he didnt do it but Ofc you didnt Belive him because everyone at high school told you especially the boys told you from day to day as you two broke up you still love him and never dated anyone after and thats the story but yea you where on your way to the dorm . as you finally arrived at your dorm and went to room 69 //( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ok ok sorry I just had to😂 //
you sat down besides the door for the guy to arrive because he had the key, as you where about to fall asleep he finally arrived

~ NAMJOONS POV ~

he slowly walked inside the dorm and walked to his room, and as he was walking he saw a girl waiting outside of the room he was going to ' i guess shes my roommate ' as he got to ten door he bowed " i apologize for being late " " oh its okay " she answered back. he clearly didnt take a good look at her as he was just focused on opening the door, as it finally unlocked he stepped inside

~ ( Y/N)'s POV ~

" its okay " I just said and got up grabbing my luggage ' Woah he has big biceps... just like namjoon no stop forget him ' you said and went in behind him " Aww great we have to share a room " sighs " Woah you really dont like boys " he said as you just rolled your eyes but your eyes widened again ' WAIT IS THAT....' " namjoon?!?!" you said " oh so you already know my nam...." as he spoke while turning around he stopped his words and just looked at you surprised  " (y/n)? " " oh god... " you said and sighed " great" you added he just looked down and then up again and went to the shared room and you went after him taking the worse bed as you just threw yourself on it " do still not Belive me ?" he asked" are you still going to lie ??" " I never eve..." you cut him off by your words " then dont bring this up again " you closed your eyes and dozed off to sleep

~ NAMJOONs POV~
I was cut off by her words " then dont bring this up again " and fell asleep, I throw a pillow at the ground and take my head in my hands, yes j still love her and I never dated anyone after her but this is going to be harder to move on . he looked up again at her ' shes so beautiful maybe she has a boyfriend like look at her anyone would be surprised if she told them she didnt have a boyfriend ' sighs and went out of the room closing the door silently and walk to the kitchen to make food " finally there is already food in the fridge " as I made an omelet that is the only thing i could make, i cant even cut an onion

~ ( Y/N)'s POV~
I woke up and walked out meeting namjoon that was eating on the couch playing on his phone as I just rolled my eyes and went to sit next to him turning on the TV " today at night there will be thunder " said the tv ' shit nooo I wanna die Rn Im too afraid ' sighs loudly " are you gonna be okay ? " he asked " yea why ? " " oh its just  they said there will be thunder and I know your afraid of them " he said " nah i learned to handle them " 'lie 'as you just smiled at him and looked back at the TV he sighs // sry Im not that good at English grammar so i will be changing between i, you, she , he :')// you got a call and was too lazy to get your phone " aren't you gonna get that ?" he asked " yea but its all over there " you felt like it was 8 foot away but it was just on the coffee table " come on its right infront of you " you sigh and get our of your comfortable position to reach for your phone and answer " yeobseyo?" you answered " hello honey are you going to he okay tonight " your mom asked you " i dont know mommy I miss you already " " cute " he mumbles " its gonna be okay sweetie I love you up ur gonna be fine I have to get back to work goodbye " " goodbye " you said before hanging up and look at your necklace ' no SHIT not now (y/n) come on hold back those tears not infront of him ' you tried so hard holding them back but you couldn't as you just ran to the toilet and locked it as you silent cried as he knocked on the toilet door and asked " everything alright? " " y-yea " you said stuttering trying to hide back your sobs " you sure doesn't seem like it " " why do you care" " you know I am still human " you sigh in irritation, he was there when your dad died and he helped you a lot but u just couldn't seem to let him help you 
" I-im fine just go " " okay " he said and went back to the living room

* time skip •.     

You where already out of the bathroom and was out in the living room hugging a pillow waiting for your pizza to arrive as namjoon came out from the shared bedroom and was changed // picture on the top in the start // into that " where ya goin " you said weirdly as he chuckled and answered " out with.. my girlfriend " ofc he was lying but you thought it was true " oh you moved on cool now I'm not the only one ' lie ' we'll have a nice day with her " you said forcing a smile " thanks see ya " as he went out of the door

~ NAMJOONS POV ~
" oh you moved on cool now I'm not the only one we'll have a nice day with her "  ' wait she moved on wow ' I could see she was forcing a smile but I just brushed it off smiling back" thanks see ya " I said and went out the door I was about to punch a hole in the wall but she would notice // I'm not good at . And , 😬// I sighed and went to the park waiting for YOONGI. as i was stinting on a bench he arrived and  sat next to me " guess what (y/n) is my roommate " I said " no way dude are you okay? " yoongi asked " yea but not quite i kinda told her that I was meeting my imaginary girlfriend and then she told me she has a boyfriend and now im just sad " I said looking down " mhm im sorry bro like are you still in the mood for that ice cream Because like im too lazy to walk " I chuckle " yea I kinda just wanna talk while sitting here " " okay cool so you till love her " " yea man with all my heart im telling you she stole it " " report her " yoongi joked putting a smile on my face " but like she has a boyfriend and that means she moved on and I still haven't it just sucks "

~ NO ONES POV ~

as (y/n) was walking around getting some fresh air as she got to the park and sat on a bench. and namjoon and yoongi was sitting two benches away (y/n) was crying silent thinking about namjoon as namjoon noticed (y/n) he asked a random woman to sit on his lap so it would look like they where together as (y/n) looked to the side and saw the girl and namjoon and ran away not wanting to be there anymore. namjoon let the woman go

~ NAMJOONS POV ~

" dude wth " yoongi asked " what i didnt Want her to think i was lying and plus i just dont wanna be close to her Rn " " namjoon i dont think she moved on " " yeah yeah what ever" as they just kept talking about random stuff

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