The Darkest Side of Me (Adommy)

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"You'll always be by my side? Through the thick and thin?" Carla whispers gently. Adam chuckles softly.

"Of course I will, darling." He smiles. "I will never leave." He adds.

"I'm excited to meet our little girl." Carla speaks softly rubbing her belly.

"Neither can I. Can't wait to spoil her like there's no tomorrow."

"Adam, if anything goes wrong, if I have any complications, you'll choose Raven over me?"

"Nothing will go wrong, darling. Don't think like that." Adam frowns, he couldn't bare the thought of losing either of his precious girls.

"I'm serious, choose her."

Adam bolts upright in his bed, sweat and tears ran down his face as if it were a competition. He stood to his feet and walked to the bathroom, wiping his face, he stared at his reflection in the mirror.

"Get it together, Adam." He whispers to himself quietly. As he walked back into his bedroom, he grabbed his phone off charge and lays back down into bed. "5:38 in the morning, what a record." He laughs at himself before checking his messages. He had gone to be earlier than expected last night; right in the middle of a conversation with his best friend, Tommy.

TJ;
Yesterday 7:45pm
Yeah but don't think about it too much, Adam. Just try and forget it, I know it's hard.

TJ;
Yesterday 8:00pm
Well it is very rude to fall asleep whilst speaking to someone! 🤔

TJ;
Yesterday 8:24pm
Okay, night I guess lol I'll see you tomorrow around noon to get ready for your birthday! Luv ya loser!!

He starts typing away on his phone. He knew Tommy would be asleep right now but doesn't hurt to send a message whilst he was awake.

Adam;
Today 5:49am
Sorry I fell asleep without warning lol could u come over earlier than noon? I don't feel like being alone, I've been having the dreams again.

Knowing he couldn't sleep, Adam decided to go for a hot shower. He felt all gross with sweat stuck to him. He hated the feeling of being gross. Adam hit play on his phone, letting Marilyn Manson play loudly throughout his home. As Lunchbox started playing loudly, his phone went off with a message. He groaned, picking up his phone.

TJ;
Today 5:55am
I can come over around 7 if that's okay with u? I had a rough sleep too so I've nothing better to do.

Adam;
Today 5:56am
Yeah sounds ok! I'm just going for a shower and get shit for breakfast, I'll make some for u if ur hungry.

TJ;
Today 5:58am
Ok chef Lambert, see u in like an hour.

Adam;
Today 6:00am
Lol see u then 😎

Adam places his phone back down before getting undressed and hopping into his hot shower. He closed his eyes and got lost in his deep thoughts.

"Adam!" Carla yells loudly from the bedroom, Adam's legs moved faster than he expected. He slid into the bedroom, his breath erratic.

"What's wrong!?" He speaks quickly, panic in his voice.

"My water broke, our little girl is on her way!" Carla laughs with a hint of pain as she hunched over the bed. Adam felt as if he could faint. His little daughter is coming! The thought of his child being 4 months early hadn't even crossed Adam's mind, he was too excited.