i want to be skinny.
i want the bones to poke out from my hips and i want boys to think that's beautiful.
i want to be loved.
i want to finally find someone who loves my laugh and my eyes and all the things i hate.
i want to have fun.
i want to drink more and get high more and fall in love more.
i want to hate.
i want to hate all the boys that broke me. i want to hate all the girls who made me think twice.
i want to feel.
i want to be able to cry. i want to be able to scream. i want to kick the wall and punch my pillow and i want to feel something other than feeling bad for myself when i find out he's just like the rest of them.
i want to start over.
a new life, new love, i want to breathe again.
but for now, i can't.
DU LIEST GERADE
poetry from a girl in love
Poesiethe loving, the hating, the searching, the healing. [ inspired by rupi kaur's milk and honey ]
