For You- SetoSolaceLox

Chap. 8- Why?

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Brice and Ty sat in the chairs, anxiously looking back and forth. They held each other's hand tightly, eyes closed.

Seto lied motionless on the bed, several wires and tubes attached to him. Ty had went through a breakdown at the sight of him, Brice holding him close.

"Why... Why did he do that?" Ty hugged his knees, eyes red from crying.

"At least they said Seto would live..."

"But why? Why did he cut? Starve? Purge? Overdose?"

"... He has to have a good reason, Ty." Patting his back, Brice shot up from his seat when he saw Seto's finger twitch, hand slowly curling into a fist. "Seto?"

"B...B-Br... Brice...?" He slowly turned his head, eyes empty and dull. "Ty...? Brice...?" Seto whispered softly.

"You're awake... thank god..." Kissing his forehead, Ty held his hand on the other side, hugging as carefully as possible.

"Seto? Why..."

"... I... I..." Ty quickly stopped him, kissing his scars.

"No... Don't tell if you're not comfortable." Seto stared up at the ceiling, eyes widening.

"Haha. They're faking their love."

"They're not..."

"Look at them. Their love is for each other, not yours."

"We all love each oth-"

"How long are you going to feed yourself lies when you're too scared to admit the truth?"

"I-I'm not saying lies-"

"COWARD!"

"I'M NOT A COWARD!"

"YES YOU ARE! A WORTHLESS, STUPID, AND DISGUSTING COWARD!"

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP!"

"COWARD!"

"I AM NOT A COWARD! I KNOW THEY LOVE ME, AND YOU, THE ONE THAT COMPLETELY SCREWED MY LIFE OVER, IS NOT GOING TO CONTROL

ME!"

"W-What?"

"You fucking heard me."

"Seto? Seto!" The brunet blinked, looking over. The doctors and nurses were there, all looking anxious. "Y-You started screaming..."

"It... It was nothing..." After a few questions, they left, Brice holding Seto's hand as Ty sat on the edge of the bed.

"What were you screaming about?"

"I... I was fighting with myself. And Ty..."

"Yes?" Seto looked down, tears starting to flow.

"I... I didn't feel like you two loved me... I t-thought I wasn't g-good enough... pretty enough... S-So I cut... starved and threw up to be skinnier... t-took pills to feel normal..."

"Seto..."

"Haha. They're pretending to care."

"... Why can't you just leave."

"Till you finally recover, I'm staying here and delaying your recovery."

"You're perfect the way you are." Leaning over, Brice and Ty showered him in kisses and hugs, whispering sweet words in his ear. Seto smiled faintly, mentally sighing.

"I'm staying till the end."

"Make yourself comfortable in my little hell-hole, then."