You know the stories were the character is lonely with a sibling that has lots of friends? Well I relate to those characters. I literally almost never leave my house unless for school and maybe an arron or two. I have no real friends aside from my sister. The rest are classmates or aquanauts. People that if I died wouldn't really notice. Not even my loving boyfriend. Who is always busy. I feel alone and pitiful. I want friends im just bad at making and keeping them. I'm odd and kinda crazy which leads people away. I wish. I wish I could have a best friend who didn't end up liking my siblings more then me or drift away. I wish I wasn't alone. I wish I had a friend that would distract my thoughts and want to be my friend. Where are conversations were never really boring. So I wouldn't be alone. I don't even care if they didn't live near by. Just someone that could keep me company.
