Stop telling me that I have a chance in this place I call hell
Where children can call me a faggot because I act differently and well
It's hard for my brain to keep it's focus
Because I just wanted to be treated with respect like the rest of "us"
The media and people have changed our ways
Because now you get punished if you turn out to like gays
The fact that my own mother won't except me so I have to stay away from her rules
To keep my sanity on a decent level I mustn't become one of her fools
To think I was a part of some false heaven
BUT I GET PUT TO BLAME WHEN THEY FIND OUT IM GAY AND MY DAD KICKS ME OUT WHEN HES THE ONE WHO RAPED ME WHEN I WAS ELEVEN
Then my mom plays the part of the victim and drops the case
Saying" I don't want my son to be know as gay to the public so I'll hide his face"
Well guess what I'm no longer gonna try to please her
I have a new mom and now me leaving is her fear
I have lost all interest in being part of my old family
It was killing me on the inside can't you see
I would have rather been adopted or aborted anything but this hell
At some points I just wish I could bid the world a fare well
