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Who am I?

I am Unknown. 

I am strange. 

I am weird. 

I am possibly insane. 

I am mental. 

I have friends? 

I have a family. 

I have loved ones. 

I have multiple crushes. 

I have talent. 

I have unusual skills. 

I have normal skills. 

I love food. 

I love my friends.

I love my family. 

I love wifi. 

I love (certain) animals. 

I love games.

I love singing. 

I love hugs. 

I don't mind embarrassing myself. 

I don't mind being weird in public. 

I don't mind if someone doesn't like me back. 

I don't mind if someone bullies me. 

I don't mind that my family is rude to me. 

I don't mind that my family hates me. 

I don't mind that I'm the third wheel of my triangle of friends. 

I don't mind that my loved ones keep secrets. 

I don't mind that people ignore me. 

I don't mind that I'm different. 

I don't mind that people wish I was dead. 

I don't mind that people lie to me. 

I don't mind that people think that I'm not important.

I don't mind that I'm a terrible person.

But I do mind that I hate myself. 

That I have the urge to kill myself every now and then. 

I mind that I'm at fault. 

I mind that, no matter how hard I try, there is nothing I can do to change that.

I mind that I cry myself to sleep.

But the thing is,

I'm lucky to be able to wake up with a smile on my face every time.